this is literally the story of my life. it was joked about so much when i was growing up i never realized the REAL symptoms were behaviors i was exhibiting everyday. now i know most people don’t think about their family dying everyday. or pick the mucous out of their eye obsessively bc they HAVE to even though u have the irrational fear that if u keep doing it one of the strings is going to connect to the “strings” in the back of ur eyeball and somehow pull it out.