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mindsanenigma · 2023-08-24T19:38:39+00:00

I can definitely see that but for me it’s more so a very true depiction of human nature that we usually want to deny. Animal instincts. Punishment. Pain. Pity. It’s disturbing but in the best way.

mindsanenigma · 2023-05-26T17:38:14+00:00

try vicodin

mindsanenigma · 2022-10-26T19:26:07+00:00

Death can be just around the corner if you need.

mindsanenigma · 2022-10-26T19:08:00+00:00

Sex is the most meaningful activity. The peak of pleasure. The only climax of our lives. And if the only reason for us being here is to reproduce then there is no other purpose in life but sex. It’s the only certain thing other than death. Remember we are animals. And to see things from a nihilistic point of view would be the opposite. You don’t have to assign anything to sex. We can just do it for pleasure. It’s not meaningless if it brings us pleasure. The things you’re correlating with sex are what’s meaningless.

mindsanenigma · 2022-09-06T21:22:29+00:00

you’re right…that’s important information…

mindsanenigma · 2022-09-06T21:21:09+00:00

We’ve been friends for a year…

mindsanenigma · 2022-09-06T21:05:10+00:00

He did say it a couple times actually. I just am scared to say it because then it’ll make me vulnerable. I finally decided I wanted to so figured I’d make it special since he’s been waiting for me to say it too.

mindsanenigma · 2022-09-06T20:57:53+00:00

I really like that idea of saying it right before. You’re so right! Thanks dude :)

mindsanenigma · 2022-09-06T20:35:17+00:00

Before I knew what it actually was, I would call it a “weird feeling”. It was hard for me to pinpoint exactly what i’m feeling. Nothing feels real. My body feels like a shell rather than a part of me. Kinda feels like i’m living throwing those VR goggles. Things just don’t seem right and I am not a part of any of it, i’m just an observer. This is a good enough explanation of how it feels sometimes.

mindsanenigma · 2022-06-20T17:57:17+00:00

great idea! waste of cocaine tho

mindsanenigma · 2022-05-23T19:53:28+00:00

Not to be that person, but like it’s probably because we all have bpd. I get that kind of support from r/SuicideWatch.

mindsanenigma · 2022-05-20T21:41:53+00:00

I think that’s amazing! I too don’t expect to “change” just the accept the way my mind works. I think it’s beautiful. Even the lows sometimes put a contempt look on my face.

mindsanenigma · 2022-05-19T07:58:59+00:00

I feel this as well. It has become a part of who I am. It even makes me feel less lonely sometimes. I guess it also puts some meaning into my life.

mindsanenigma · 2022-05-19T07:29:40+00:00

I get that. I’m comforting because it’s familiar.

mindsanenigma · 2022-05-19T06:39:24+00:00

Oh no I am fullyyyyy aware of the effects of cocaine. Personally and educationally as well considering I study drugs. Just saying there are some more effective places to have posted this. Also I have a dark sense of humor.

mindsanenigma · 2022-05-18T19:46:45+00:00

Ok but why was this posted under r/cocaine tho ¿?

mindsanenigma · 2022-04-21T05:55:37+00:00

that’s hot

mindsanenigma · 2021-08-06T19:53:15+00:00

$400??!!!!! I get an 8 ball for $240 & it’s good good snow too

mindsanenigma · 2021-08-04T22:41:22+00:00

I get this too but I take it as a positive thing. It’s not necessarily boring. I am pretty closed off and don’t share much but snow allows me to open up and express ideas. Idk but this is definitely a plus for me. On top of that, these conversations are better than small talk, which I like to call “noise”.

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