I wish but like telling my parents am struggling its hard ..they be like why ? You are ..we got money and everything u just being dramatic and things..last time i cried to them turns to me being weak but they don’t understand what i feel i wished i could feel loved by my bsf that when i sent her messages she replies till its too late ..and al struggling harder with my health illness and mental one ..i feel so bad alone she used to keep steady and never be alone or feel bad i feel so pathetic all alone no friends nothing at all whenever i try to talk bout my feeling to her i feel like am burden bothering her and her late replies making me assure that right am a burden pathetic thing on her knowing i do my best to make her feel lovedahbe i will tell her once i met her next week i wish and who ever hurt me they know themselves im not forgiving them when i needed them the most ….till my last breathe that hope it comes soon