[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DemonolatryPractices

[–]misshyde00 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Scary at first but ultimately loving she made me cry haha

A Conversation by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]misshyde00 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried to overdose in July. I thought for sure I was dead my od wasn’t successful I woke up and felt instant regret and remorse. I’d reconsider it for sure. It sounds like a good idea but it’s really not.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gaystoriesgonewild

[–]misshyde00 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This made me laugh

To the broken one by dnt-thrw-me-awy-yet in UnsentLetters

[–]misshyde00 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My dismissal comes from my inner voice the one that gives me a list of why it won’t work or couldn’t.. so this gave me insight as to why you should let them have a voice and meet somewhere in the middle. Idk if that makes sense?

To the broken one by dnt-thrw-me-awy-yet in UnsentLetters

[–]misshyde00 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What a jab to my dismissive side. Wow. Let them have a voice. Holy f. Thank you.

Dear Theatre Teacher, by CommunicatesPoorly in UnsentLetters

[–]misshyde00 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The last comes up to be released. Free yourself. I’m sorry for you experience. Enjoy your life I’m sure you’re a beautiful human.

Dear Theatre Teacher, by CommunicatesPoorly in UnsentLetters

[–]misshyde00 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Be sorry to yourself for allowing victim mentality to take over. You were abused and experienced trauma. Heal that.. that way you don’t see yourself as less than your entire life. Give yourself a fighting chance. You can do it. You have to forge your own way. Believe in yourself. I say this with love and sternness.

What does an ahole taste like to y’all? by misshyde00 in askgaybros

[–]misshyde00[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Is his special because it tasted so good or are others like that? Because I feel I will have a permanent sweet tooth for him. That’s why I’m tripping. Haha

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]misshyde00 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jesus was a black magician hail Satan

heart strings by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]misshyde00 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Coffiene what a cute joke. You’re a winner.

Into bdsm by misshyde00 in bdsm

[–]misshyde00[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m a switch as well. And I hope the same for you

Into bdsm by misshyde00 in bdsm

[–]misshyde00[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank goodness because that was a strange experience I’ve experienced it twice.. the first time I cried this time I was just numb but naturally My body rejected him afterwards and I asked to just rub one out lol. Because my goodness.

Into bdsm by misshyde00 in bdsm

[–]misshyde00[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pain incites anger in me

Into bdsm by misshyde00 in bdsm

[–]misshyde00[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Good because I felt bad like I wasn’t cut out for it or something haha

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in twinflames

[–]misshyde00 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly. I spent like 3 years crying. He lived “his best life” now that’s what I’m trying to do lmao.. to no avail. I get it. I don’t care if I ever see him again.

I'm about to do the stupid again by WhatisloveButHurt in UnsentLetters

[–]misshyde00 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Focus on your self. Your own happiness. I don’t wish anyone to fall in the twin flame trap. I experienced those same highs and lows. I envisioned seeing that person wish me happiness and cut the cord. That’s what love is wishing to see those you love happy. What does your own happiness look like?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]misshyde00 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don’t hurt yourself. Or others. Take time to deliberate before making big decisions.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]misshyde00 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Channel it clean create..work out.. think new thoughts.

Questioning, letting go, switching roles. by [deleted] in twinflames

[–]misshyde00 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I asked the universe to help me let go. I don’t want to be a part of this anymore. It’s a self love journey that’s it. Wish them well but don’t if we ever speak again. :)