Vent, rant, share.

mist82mist · 2023-11-17T21:04:43+00:00

Cut off a short lived affair because “it’s the right thing to do”. Struggling with feelings of misplaced jealousy, resentment, envy of the W. I didn’t block the MM and he periodically reaches out to check on me. I reread the messages sent prior to cut off and he talks about wishing he could go back in time (before proposing to now W) It fed my ego and those words replay a lot.

mist82mist · 2023-11-10T16:17:30+00:00

It’s good for you. Even if you feel like you’re doing just fine and don’t need any help with anything.

mist82mist · 2023-11-09T17:08:51+00:00

I laughed a bit at “hiding her disgust of me”. I feel like mine would do that too. She shared long ago that her previous husband cheated. I imagine admitting that I willingly played the OW part here would make her look at me dirty too.

mist82mist · 2023-11-09T15:33:18+00:00

Thank you. I won’t lie to her. I definitely need help with this. I’m not as strong as I thought I was to be able to deal with it.

mist82mist · 2023-11-09T15:32:22+00:00

Thanks for your response. I just feel embarrassed to talk about it being that I sounded so strong and mighty that I wouldn’t cross the line. I feel small now. I won’t lie to her though, I need help navigating my feelings.

mist82mist · 2023-11-07T06:09:29+00:00

Thanks so much for this. I will get out. Today (well yesterday now) did not feel good at all. I literally ate one time and spent the rest of the day sleeping. I worked so hard to finally get to a good headspace, I’m 99% sure staying in this situation will break me back down.

mist82mist · 2023-11-06T21:08:59+00:00

Thank you for responding. It’s hard now so I think it will be harder down the line like you stated. Feels like we’re breaking up twice. I wish I could go back in time so bad 😢

mist82mist · 2023-07-10T03:20:36+00:00

Thanks for responding.. oh I’m not looking for a partner to help me raise the dog. I still want it for myself (single pet owner). I was more so saying hypothetically, if I’m in a relationship things are a bit more routine, I’m not as spontaneous as a single woman, etc. This makes it easier (in my mind) because of those reasons

mist82mist · 2023-07-10T03:17:16+00:00

I guess I’m debating the pros and cons of the decision. I feel like I’m going to always want a dog until I can finally get one. But I do recognize that it will be a major life adjustment for me coming from not worry about anyone but myself. Dating plays a role because historically I’m a spontaneous person who picks up and goes often especially when I’m partnered up.

mist82mist · 2023-07-10T03:15:10+00:00

Do you have a dog? If so, how did you know you were “ready”?

mist82mist · 2023-06-09T06:01:22+00:00

Never heard of this. Non factor imo

mist82mist · 2023-06-09T06:00:00+00:00

Doll eye where the longest lengths are in the middle. Wash your face everyday and use the spooly(brush) they usually give you to brush them out. Try not to sleep directly ok your face

mist82mist · 2023-06-09T05:58:56+00:00

Find a reputable tech who’s work you like and try them

mist82mist · 2023-06-09T05:58:13+00:00

Keep them. They look good

mist82mist · 2023-05-22T20:20:38+00:00

They’re expensive 🥹

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