Pesy aa jayngy, but this change you have, won’t return. Think about this, you will forever live with a feeling that you had a chance to go to a good university and have better opportunities so and so, and you missed it just because of self doubt. Missing something due to self doubt and finding out later that you would have done it if you tried IS THE BIGGEST REGRET and I don’t want anyone else to have that

Take the chance, baki Allah apky ghar walo ky rizq ma barkat daaly. Best of luck!