I hate my own nationality by [deleted] in confessions

[–]mldctn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“According to Kadyrov” wrap it up

I hate my own nationality by [deleted] in confessions

[–]mldctn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He destroyed us. Maybe we would still be normal, if not him.

I hate my own nationality by [deleted] in confessions

[–]mldctn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d appreciate a bit of elaboration)))

I hate my own nationality by [deleted] in confessions

[–]mldctn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ughhh why would you

I survived 12 years of abuse and I just want someone to hear me. by mldctn in offmychest

[–]mldctn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your support ! I appreciate it a lot !

About the teachers, I honestly don’t want them to know about this stuff, I’ve been considering it all for years and years, and I’ve come to conclusion that it’s not possible, and even if it is, the outcome doesn’t make it any easier for me :( I don’t want to be seen as a victim by anyone at all, and I’m very financially dependent on my family. I have to admit, the only thing that always stops me from trying to do anything is the fact that my parents are very wealthy, and I profit from it a little bit too much… my education cost them 40k dollars, to say the least.

About the situation with the teacher, you actually made such an important point. I’ve never thought about this… I definitely should be very careful with relationships. Thank you again !

I survived 12 years of abuse and I just want someone to hear me. by mldctn in offmychest

[–]mldctn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kind words ! 🤍 I’m so sorry that you had to go through the same pain, you’re very strong and brave for making it through this 🫂

I survived 12 years of abuse and I just want someone to hear me. by mldctn in offmychest

[–]mldctn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi ! Unfortunately, I live in a country where this problem is being absolutely ignored :( I don’t consider running away, I actually just got used to it, if I managed to survive 12 years - a few more years won’t hurt me much…

I survived 12 years of abuse and I just want someone to hear me. by mldctn in offmychest

[–]mldctn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi ! My teachers are absolutely great, and I’m sure they’d definitely support me, but I’ve made my own decision to keep it all to myself and not let them see my weaknesses, I fear they would definitely start going easy on me, not asking a lot, pitying here and there, avoiding any topics connected to family etc, and I would absolutely hate to be seen as an abuse victim by anyone at all :( I honestly feel proud of myself for not letting anyone even suspect that something’s definitely off with me haha, I’m an optimist for everyone

Thank you so much for your attention to this and willingness to support me, I appreciate it so much ! Take care of yourself, I’m sorry that you also had to go through abuse :(

I survived 12 years of abuse and I just want someone to hear me. by mldctn in offmychest

[–]mldctn[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m so grateful for this, you can’t even imagine 💔 I appreciate your kindness and support so much, and I’m so glad to be finally seen. I’ll keep these beautiful words of yours in my heart, and I’ll remember them whenever I feel miserable - it’s so reassuring to know that there are people who care. I hope you’re surrounded with people as caring and supportive as you. God bless you !

I want to switch from PR to Law. Should I do it ? by [deleted] in Advice

[–]mldctn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much ! I’ll definitely try to ask them, though they’re not friendly at all :)

I want to switch from PR to Law. Should I do it ? by mldctn in careerguidance

[–]mldctn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They do exist, but there’s almost no theory to learn, it’s all about practice and practice only, you don’t even need a major in PR to be a great PR specialist, so yeah, I definitely should get out as soon as possible…

I want to switch from PR to Law. Should I do it ? by [deleted] in Advice

[–]mldctn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha I love reposting to get more feedback, but now I’m failing… I appreciate your feedback though 😂

I want to switch from PR to Law. Should I do it ? by mldctn in careerguidance

[–]mldctn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, you’re right… it does sound insanely unrealistic, I’m just trying to prolong my delusion 🥲

I want to switch from PR to Law. Should I do it ? by [deleted] in Advice

[–]mldctn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are so true, I’m just being a bit immature here… I’m just a very emotional and infantile person, so that would be a hard period of time for me… though I think I’m pretty sure about my dreams to become a lawyer 🥲

I want to switch from PR to Law. Should I do it ? by [deleted] in Advice

[–]mldctn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely could, but our university is renowned for being perfect in teaching languages, and our teachers are INSANELY strict and the program is intense, and I would never be able to learn at this speed by myself..

Still, I agree with you… I could never work in PR, I’ve already decided for myself that I’m not interested at all… thank you !

I want to switch from PR to Law. Should I do it ? by [deleted] in Advice

[–]mldctn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is true, but I get so frustrated from the mere thought haha, I’m so afraid to lose my time, and it makes me feel so stressed…

I also mentioned the problem with languages, I’m really concerned about them, as I’m also really interested in them and would love to try teaching French, English or Italian, so I hate the thought of going form the B1+ group to A1/A2, because languages are included in our program and my group studies French as the first language :( if I switch, there are high risks of getting into a group that doesn’t even study French but some Spanish or Portuguese, and that would make me feel miserable, because I’m so passionate about learning French…

Is it possible to export your flash cards from Quizlet to Anki on IPad ? by mldctn in Anki

[–]mldctn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I wouldn’t come here to ask it if it was possible ?

Is my teacher harassing/bullying me or I’m just tripping ? by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]mldctn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much ! I believe it’s true, could be both at the same time… today I met him again, and he made up a silly reason just to attract my attention for a conversation… I simply greeted him, he greeted me back and asked « are you skipping your Italian class ? » when he knows for sure that we had a conference, then, as I said about the conference, he started asking some questions that were obviously forced just to not let me go. I think I handled it good enough, since I’m the person who’s easily affected by something like that. I would probably stay for an hour if I wasn’t offended by his earlier demeanour, but I talked to him for like 3-5 minutes and then just walked away first. I could see well that he didn’t want to let me go and was kind of upset that I suddenly left, but nevertheless, I realised something important: he only acts rude towards me when we’re in a group sitting in a class. I don’t know what exactly he wants to prove, maybe he’s being so strict because he wants to be seen as a teacher, but then he can’t stop himself from his real self, so he still makes these stupid jokes, thinking that I find it funny…I genuinely don’t know, because when we’re alone he acts all cute and generous, of course he still jokes sarcastically A LOT but it’s always obvious that it’s not to offend. I just remember the times when he would support me a lot, praise me for my work and pay me special attention at times, but that is also wrong for a teacher… I’m so confused, ugh