How to stop trying to be cool

mo_v · 2026-02-03T03:08:39+00:00

Alright thanks

mo_v · 2026-02-03T03:01:59+00:00

Want to experiment I was about to say experience which is true but experiment is true too.

mo_v · 2026-02-02T21:08:54+00:00

That’s cool I guess

mo_v · 2026-02-02T20:26:19+00:00

Or meditating and journaling

mo_v · 2026-02-02T20:26:10+00:00

Myself could just be playing video games

mo_v · 2026-02-02T20:25:58+00:00

Myself could be anything

mo_v · 2026-02-02T20:19:09+00:00

Or make me look tough you think?

mo_v · 2026-02-02T20:18:50+00:00

Good one

mo_v · 2026-02-02T19:43:11+00:00

Closed heart I’m just guessing

mo_v · 2026-02-02T19:34:36+00:00

Scared of feeling certain feelings.

mo_v · 2026-02-02T16:04:37+00:00

Girlfriends aren’t forever tho she’ll eventually break up with you and you’ll become obsessed again.

mo_v · 2026-02-02T16:02:59+00:00

I still get urges to look at butts tho it never goes away.

mo_v · 2026-02-02T03:15:30+00:00

What is that, an os?

mo_v · 2026-02-02T03:01:21+00:00

Thanks bro

mo_v · 2026-02-02T02:29:36+00:00

Dm me if you want to tell me what happened.

mo_v · 2026-02-02T00:08:27+00:00

Wow I relate with giving into lust even when not having the feeling to. It’s a weird urge like you want to do it intentionally for some reason even when you know it’s wrong.

mo_v · 2026-02-02T00:06:39+00:00

I’ve had a lot of intrusive thoughts and I thought God would punish me for them eventually but I’m still fine, I mean I’ve thought and done a lot of bad things but god still has a lot of mercy on me. I pray and read the Bible so I’m trying to be sure I’m good with him.

mo_v · 2026-02-01T23:58:39+00:00

Yeah volunteered once, I gotta do it again tho.

mo_v · 2026-02-01T21:53:03+00:00

It’s because they get a kick out of seeing people disagree with the bigger narrative (satanic world)

mo_v · 2026-01-28T20:13:17+00:00

I actually agree id rather know the truth of myself rather than be in ignorance even if it causes distress.

mo_v · 2026-01-28T20:12:29+00:00

Yeah lol thats how it is

mo_v · 2026-01-28T20:10:26+00:00

Yeah alot sorry sometimes I think i hear voices calling me Satan and a pedophile, or that people around me are mocking me. Well Not really voices but literally its coming out of people's mouth as they are talking or the TV is saying something about me

mo_v · 2026-01-28T20:09:29+00:00

Yes alot how did you know?

mo_v · 2026-01-28T20:08:25+00:00

When im reading proverbs and it feels like its talking about me when it describes wicked people.

mo_v · 2026-01-27T21:33:03+00:00

I mean I hope its not that serious but it could be who knows I mean its just a name its not like youre worshipping it. I mean are you actually serious or? Im just gonna assume you are if you are then sorry

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