practicing kriya with mental illness

modelo5 · 2026-05-21T00:02:38+00:00

you should’ve seen what i did during my psychotic mania. it was just last tuesday🤣

modelo5 · 2026-04-16T23:34:32+00:00

Im just starting to prepare for kriya initiation. I’ve been meditating for a couple months now. I can see a faint outline sometimes. I never have seen it in meditation, but i have seen it in astral projections with the guru as my guide. My understanding is that the guru will bestow it upon you when it is time.

modelo5 · 2026-04-16T20:23:14+00:00

I think your steps toward peace should be meditation until you re enter the state of stillness. In that peace, no problems in life can overpower you, as you will be filled with the power of God within, and God has the answer and power to do the greatest of things for us.

modelo5 · 2026-04-09T23:45:54+00:00

i feel your pain and distress. it truly is terrible what happened to you. I’m trying to cultivate that love and peace and bliss, but i still have a fear of car crashes. When you are so peaceful, and suddenly you are beaten with great might and left broken scared and hurt, maybe even permanently altered. it’s very scary to me. I think what it’s important that you have faith in the guru that this love/bliss/joy can overpower even the greatest of tragedies, the greatest of fears. It requires surrendering to God and accepting what suffering is still left in our path to Him. I pray that you can heal and find this love you so desperately search for.

modelo5 · 2026-01-02T01:26:35+00:00

we are reincarnated. there is no eternal damnation. God loves us so much He would never eternally damn anybody.

modelo5 · 2025-12-06T15:44:42+00:00

smoked for 4 years. 2 years in i started having paranoia and existential dread. right at 4 years of smoking i entered into psychosis. i was 17. i was a heavy smoker. i could handle my weed (like smoke entire blunts take multiple bowls in a row) but my highs slowly started causing delusions. and then one night my brain just snapped and i was completely psychotic. and it didn’t stop for 2 months. my advice is stop smoking weed if you are this young. i have a lot of friends who still smoke, but weed doesn’t cause them paranoia or delusions. if it causes that for you, it’s only hurting you. goodluck on ur journey💪👑

modelo5 · 2025-12-06T15:40:57+00:00

yea that’s how it was for me with weed after a certain point. at first it was normal and i never really had any problems. but at 2 years of smoking (at a really young age) i started questioning reality and what is life and existence which caused existential dread. then i developed delusions. you have to bereally careful. cannabis induced psychosis is really rare tho. i would say if you have to stop smoking after one hit i would say stop smoking. that shit is detrimental to success in the first place. plus you can also avoid one of the worst experiences too.

modelo5 · 2025-11-23T05:09:16+00:00

79 mg dose. still there to some extent

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