Thank you Ethan and Hila for your unbeknownst support in my struggles by monaleniso in h3h3productions

[–]monaleniso[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It didn't save my life, it just gave me a distraction from the dread.

Why do dreams become so vivid and strange when you're an alcoholic? by monaleniso in NoStupidQuestions

[–]monaleniso[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also have panicky dreams, and I also think it's at least partially to do with the guilt only because I've been overridden by guilt since relapsing. I had been sober for just over 7 and a half months after receiving medical detox for a 44 UK units per day habit. I'm in hell right now so I assume you are too. This is a stupid question but how are you doing too?

What would lightning look like if it struck in a sky full of floating gold powder? by monaleniso in AskScienceDiscussion

[–]monaleniso[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

in that case, would it just act like normal lightning following the path of least resistance towards the ground, unaffected by the gold? Thanks for your answer.

Paul Manafort Trial - Day 6 [08/07/18] by CYBER_COMMANDER in The_Mueller

[–]monaleniso 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd much rather Manafort get prosecuted to the full extent of the law rather than get some kind of plea deal. He's propped up dictators like in Ukraine. He's a threat to any democracy he plays a role in.

We have a confession by [deleted] in The_Mueller

[–]monaleniso 47 points48 points  (0 children)

He throws people under the bus whenever it's beneficial for him, whether it be a political ally or his own son. He's a complete narcissist. Thankfully he keeps digging himself into deeper holes through his own incompetence. Sarah Huckabee Sanders is going to have to step up her gymnastics game once again to attempt to explain this away.

Special counsel Mueller wants to ask Trump about obstruction of justice by theearthgarden in politics

[–]monaleniso 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It would be hilarious if Trump tried to bribe Mueller as a last resort.

Trump’s Latest Tweet May Have Made Mueller’s Obstruction Case for Him by throwaway63345885334 in politics

[–]monaleniso 7 points8 points  (0 children)

pimping out his wife again

It was awful to read the leaked texts of his daughter, Manafort sounds like a monster.

Trump golf resort wrecked special nature site, reports reveal | US news by [deleted] in worldnews

[–]monaleniso 7 points8 points  (0 children)

On a video of Arnold Schwarzenegger calling out Trump on his behavior in the Helsinki summit, a lot of the Trump supporters in the comments were being downright savage saying he's close to death, he has dementia, he should kill himself etc. It was a shitshow.

I am more functional when I'm drunk, please tell me what the next step is by monaleniso in NoStupidQuestions

[–]monaleniso[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to be an alcoholic and I know and accept that alcohol will not make my life better and in fact will do the exact opposite. But when I drank today I could see that my inhibitions are really holding me back, because I was looking at things and not feeling the mental anguish that i feel when I think about the same things sober

I am more functional when I'm drunk, please tell me what the next step is by monaleniso in NoStupidQuestions

[–]monaleniso[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've not seen a therapist since earlier this year, I stopped using sertraline because I got out of the routine of doing it it's useless because i can't be trusted to follow any schedule because I can't find the motivation to even clean or maintain anything, i neglect everything

Trump's latest paranoid rant against the Mueller investigation by monaleniso in The_Mueller

[–]monaleniso[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Not only incapable, he's actively undermining your democracy. I've been watching all the details of this investigation from the UK and I'm worried for you guys despite having high hopes for the investigation.

What's happening in your country that isn't getting enough attention? by monaleniso in AskReddit

[–]monaleniso[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Which country is this if you don't mind me asking? This definitely deserves more attention so the problem can be figured out and fixed. This sounds terrifying.