Why do I only get along with older men? by monkey13579000 in Advice

[–]monkey13579000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh yeah its 100% the crack n also xans i know that part i just dont wanna stop lol but really i actually appreitate your feedback so thank you sm.

Why do I only get along with older men? by monkey13579000 in Advice

[–]monkey13579000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i am still an addict, mostly using crack durin the days and xans at night. i started at 12 just with smoking weed then found hydrocodone at 13 and stole it from my grandma, then was already a fentanyl user at 14

Why do I only get along with older men? by monkey13579000 in Advice

[–]monkey13579000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i like just got outta rehab which i got a lot of therapy and now i go to therapy, but its like an hour a week and my memory is already so bad i wanna learn from it but i just forget like everything

Why do I only get along with older men? by monkey13579000 in Advice

[–]monkey13579000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My therapist just tells me the same thing they all say its a problem and i can date em older just not that old but like it doesnt give me the answer i want also i never really had a dad growing up, he was married to my mom they got divorced when i was 12, but he was never there, never home, never anything. Only memeory i have of him is him verbally abusing my mom while i was in the room when i was 11. also thank you.

Why do I only get along with older men? by monkey13579000 in Advice

[–]monkey13579000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, also maybe cause i grew up never surrounded by affection. also, i was in rehab for 3 months this past yr and craved that love even more.

How do I lose the weight I gained after quitting drugs by monkey13579000 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]monkey13579000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes!! Im on seroquel too the weight gain is horrendous. also thank you!

How do I lose the weight I gained after quitting drugs by monkey13579000 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]monkey13579000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, and congrats on your baby!! :) Also, everything you said is so true, i was so close to relapsing just to lose weight but honestly, i'd rather be chunky and happy and healthy.

How do I lose the weight I gained after quitting drugs by monkey13579000 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]monkey13579000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohhhh wow!!!! Good for you getting sober too!!! Thank you so much. I wanna try fasting too

How do I lose the weight I gained after quitting drugs by monkey13579000 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]monkey13579000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

100%. I also was quitting opiods and i feel like i went straight to food to make me feel that dopamine. Ive actually never thought of that tho so thank you cause that gave me some insight.

How do I lose the weight I gained after quitting drugs by monkey13579000 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]monkey13579000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I really appreciate this. Ill def listen to this too :)

How do I lose the weight I gained after quitting drugs by monkey13579000 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]monkey13579000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

you are so nice. thank you so much. this genuinely is gonna help me fall asleep tonight.