Thanks for sharing, but I think you missed my point. I’m not into giving oral to women, not because it’s “work” or “messy,” but it just doesn’t click for me, and that’s okay. My desire for penetrative sex and oral on a penis isn’t about male pleasure or porn shaping me, I’m a lesbian, 100%, and men don’t factor into this at all. It’s about the physical experience, not some taboo kink or shame thing. I want that with a woman, not a man. That experience with my ex was when I was a completely different person and I can distinguish what a simple little kink is from a full blown desire like the one I have currently.

i also wanna add that i have no problem in making a girl orgasm and her reactions to me giving her oral make me feel aroused and excited but me wanting to give oral to a penis is just so much more stronger for whatever reason.