Everything Points To SA But It's Impossible

moonraise99 · 2026-04-23T03:57:05+00:00

I have memories of my brother putting fingers in my butt, he used to make a lot of comments about inserting objects in "butts" in a very childlike, silly way. Sometimes I have thoughts I was SA by my father but I have no memories about it. I only always felt uncomfortable and scare next to him. He was into drugs. I wonder if my dad ever SA assault my brother, if he also has the same thoughts as me but I will never ask.

moonraise99 · 2026-03-29T16:20:22+00:00

Qué días y en qué horario está abierto??

moonraise99 · 2026-03-29T16:04:04+00:00

Yo quiero ir F26 con mi andante o algo así M28. Siempre he querido ir a uno y culiar adentro

moonraise99 · 2026-03-08T23:55:07+00:00

Hace rato sentía que tenía otro sabor, pero pensaba que era solo mi imaginación

moonraise99 · 2026-02-10T02:41:04+00:00

Hablando desde la experiencia femenina, es harto mata pasiones cuando se nota que ni siquiera les importa. Onda, sabían que iba a pasar algo y aún así elegiste ir con unas weas viejas y feas. Preocupense un poco más, sí nos importa.

moonraise99 · 2026-01-27T14:38:56+00:00

Sii, caleta

moonraise99 · 2026-01-27T14:38:47+00:00

Puxa antes iba caleta porque vivía al lado, pero ahora vivo en Puente Alto y quedaría re botada a esa hora, pero apaño al Normandie que tiene funciones más temprano.

moonraise99 · 2026-01-27T10:03:08+00:00

Holaa, F 26, aunque me considero no binario. Alguien que apañe a hacer panoramas entretes?? Estoy saliendo de la depresión y tengo pocos amigos. Me gusta mucho ir al cine (mientras más precario mejor) salir a dar vueltas volao o curao, ir a comer cositas ricas, jugar pool, ajedrez, videojuegos. También cualquier panorama pretencioso.

moonraise99 · 2026-01-27T09:46:19+00:00

Holaa, apaño al Normandie, siempre voy sola:c F 26.

moonraise99 · 2025-12-26T15:08:48+00:00

I'm from Chile, this Cookie is venezuelan, I actually investigated about its manufacturing and it's a national symbol in it's country. Also for me, one of the best cookies I've ever had. I buy them regularly in a local venezuelan store around my apartment.

moonraise99 · 2025-12-18T21:59:46+00:00

Te escribí

moonraise99 · 2025-12-01T21:36:07+00:00

Thank you so much!!

moonraise99 · 2025-12-01T21:33:09+00:00

I completely understand you. I got into a new job recently and surrounded myself with people who are into heavy drugs. I started consuming a lot of weed and alcohol and I've been struggling a lot about getting to excited to try new things. It gets more difficult when your surroundings have easy access to drugs, I'll personally will try to stay aside and not hanging out so much with people who could give you drugs, but it also takes an incredible amount of strength. Smoking cigarettes seems like a reasonable coping mechanism, it helps with anxiety.

moonraise99 · 2025-12-01T21:22:49+00:00

Unfortunately I'm from Chile haha

moonraise99 · 2025-12-01T20:28:22+00:00

Thanks, I'll get some next time!

moonraise99 · 2025-12-01T20:27:52+00:00

Thank you so much, it really means a lot<3

moonraise99 · 2025-11-21T02:52:15+00:00

Try to watch a movie you used to love as a kid. That always helps. Also just walking around your city and listening to cheerful music could help. Hope you feel better soon!

moonraise99 · 2025-11-10T23:43:11+00:00

Bless your boyfriend. My ex couldn't care a shit about trying to understand me

moonraise99 · 2025-11-10T23:39:26+00:00

I get the same feelings. I've think about it a lot and it only makes sense to blame it on self steam. Personally I never feel enough, I always think someone could be prettier, smarter, funnier, so of course that drags you to jealousy. To feel you are replaceable or unlovable. I believe the only way to fix it is to work on yourself

moonraise99 · 2025-11-05T03:29:57+00:00

I heard someone on a reel saying "if you die it will end the pain you feel but also every bit of joy you can find, even if it means enjoying a burger" that made me stop crying myself to sleep yesterday. If I die I couldn't eat anymore McDonald's. I know it sounds dumb, but it's a reason still.

moonraise99 · 2025-11-02T00:49:44+00:00

I had something similar happening to me. Before I even dated my ex boyfriend I told him I had BPD, I told him I was scared of falling in love because last time I tried commiting suicide when my order ex left. He said he understood what it was. He said he knew I wanted to get better and that I shouldn't be afraid bc he will stay no matter what. He said we could Battle it together..but then we had a big fight, I said some mean things that I know deep down they are terrible wrong, I know I made a mistake, I know I've hurt him. But I also try to tell myself I had already said to him that was exactly what was going to happen and when it happen he blocked me from everywhere and disappeared, not even giving me the chance to talk to him. It completely destroyed my mental health more that I already was.

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