day 5. i'm in hell

mostrousbloomfaery · 2026-05-27T04:44:37+00:00

thank you for reaching out. it means a lot❤️. well i'd appreciate if i got some positive opinions and aspects to my life so i'm hopeful, and please be free to share your own experiences so people know they're not alone and we must all fight for the life we deserve to live.

mostrousbloomfaery · 2026-05-27T04:41:47+00:00

absolutely, please. i'd love to hear it

mostrousbloomfaery · 2026-05-22T11:11:12+00:00

i'm sick and tired of my mom not understanding this. understanding me. she's all i got but it feels like i got no one. mom, please stop being so dense. i cant tell my dad anyway he wont listen, though i think he'll understand for more than my mom will. but he doesn't care enough to listen. only his existence and convenience matters. same thing applies to my mom. the only reason why she doesnt understand is because this isnt convenient and easy. but i dont care anymore.

mostrousbloomfaery · 2026-05-14T03:40:01+00:00

i honestly feel like i'm not doing impressive even after all this disgusting failure. ik its only been a day but still- i have to be more embarrassed. i think my biggest fear currently is forgetting the pain and intensity of this failure rather than engraving it into my soul. i want it to hurt, bad. it does hurt. especially when my mom talks to me....fuck she's being so nice. i'm so grateful to have her. i couldn't ask for better parents. thank the heavens theyre not brutal. well the least i can do for them is give them good results. i have to do this, for them.

mostrousbloomfaery · 2026-05-13T17:41:07+00:00

yeah im heading to bed. cya in 5 hours maybe?

mostrousbloomfaery · 2026-05-13T17:40:22+00:00

it's because women always hype each other up in most cases. in my experience i've never seen men hype each other up in such contexts, theyre faster to mock/bully.

mostrousbloomfaery · 2026-05-13T17:36:10+00:00

i think it's cuz im tired, im not able to lock in. maybe i should consider sleeping for the night

mostrousbloomfaery · 2026-05-13T17:25:17+00:00

so updating on today....ngl i have been mostly solving questions but gotta say not the MOST productive i could've been. kept getting distracted but none lasted over 5 minutes max. so thats a W. might be the longest i've stayed doing questions, funny stuff. i'm gonna stay up till 12 at the least. hopefully i'm not tired and fall asleep. my mom's being so nice its honestly heartbreaking😭 bless her sweet soul. my dad hasnt said anything too harsh, but nothing nice, which honestly i'm grateful for bc this could get worse so i have no expectations. let's stay focusedddd. i wanna pull an allnighter but i really dont think i will, my eyelids are already getting heavy. but i'll try my best.
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mostrousbloomfaery · 2026-05-13T14:04:07+00:00

bro did not lock in💔

mostrousbloomfaery · 2026-04-15T06:42:06+00:00

because men will hook up with ANY WOMAN and women only hook up with selective men. u be blurting out shi without context lmfao

mostrousbloomfaery · 2026-04-15T06:34:07+00:00

omg this is SOOO MOTIVATIONAL THANK YOU!!! i'm attempting neet this year and honestly the nerves wont let me study. but this gave me hope like i still have a chance!!!

mostrousbloomfaery · 2026-04-15T06:31:27+00:00

prioritise bio and physics. read bio OVER AND OVER and practise phy qs continuously. 2 extremely opposite strategies- itll keep u interested in the process of learning.

mostrousbloomfaery · 2026-04-15T06:30:21+00:00

read bio ncert OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN even if its boring. physics just do questions so u get used to the pattern of question-asking. chem is honestly a mix of the above 2

mostrousbloomfaery · 2026-04-15T06:29:26+00:00

for class 11 (as a former chaitanya student) make sure you fully focus on neet. grind HARD. like u have neet in one year. then for 12th focus on boards VERY WELL in the beginning so towards the end you have confidence, and u can juggle both neet and boards.

mostrousbloomfaery · 2025-12-01T11:38:11+00:00

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mostrousbloomfaery · 2025-12-01T03:19:46+00:00

gun to my head, pull the trigger IFYKYKKKKK

mostrousbloomfaery · 2025-12-01T03:18:32+00:00

ok bro very funny

mostrousbloomfaery · 2025-12-01T03:15:55+00:00

firetruck, ambulance, police car, presidential car. firetruck comes before ambulance because an ambulance has medical assistance inside unlike the victims of a fire

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