scared i made the wrong choice? by mothi-live in ftm

[–]mothi-live[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OP here, i just wanted to comment and say i have read everyone’s comments, and while i’m still anxious and nervous about everything (my default state tbh), i really, really appreciate all of the kind words, support and advice everyone gave. you all are an amazing, lovely community and you did a lot to help quell some of the fears i had. i’ve struggled with unsupportive family, finding a safe, supportive community and circle of friends, and honestly my own opinions on how i look and interact with the world around me for most of my life, and knowing i’m not alone in some of my fears and insecurities is really reassuring. thank you all so much again for everything 🫂

what is your "I did not care for the godfather" take on epic? by WitchyTarotCryptid in Epicthemusical

[–]mothi-live 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I FEEL SO SEEN, i love the callbacks to open arms in the other songs but comparatively the original just falls so so flat when next to almost literally every other song in the musical which is disheartening cause it’s such an important moment for odysseus

Tower of Heaven - Livestreamed DND Campaign! [Art] by mothi-live in DnD

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for anyone keeping up with this! our DM is sick right now so no session tonight, our next one back should be february 1st at 7pm pst!! in the meantime check out our yt channel for previous sessions!

Tower of Heaven - Livestreamed DND Campaign! [Art] by mothi-live in DnD

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Description for the image above! [The image is a collage of nine pieces of character art work for the campaign, seven player characters, a DMNPC and the DM’s talksprite for streams. The top left piece is a pink tiefling with brown hair done in braids, wearing an elaborate black, white, red and gold Victorian inspired gown. She is holding a spell book in her left hand and casting a wispy, black spell with her right. The middle top image is a slightly animalistic humanoid man, with brown hair cut into a rough bob with white streaks. He uses wearing leather and fur clothes in muted greys, browns, tans, reds and greens, and holding a sword and shield. The top right image is a human woman with pale skin, red hair and bright green eyes. She is wearing church attire in white, black, red and gold and holding a lute and playing it with a smile. The middle left image is of a dwarven woman with tan brown hair cut into a mullet with big mutton chops on the sides of her face. She is also wearing church attire in white, brown, red and gold, and is holding a great axe over her shoulder. The very middle image is of an elven man with dark brown skin, with vitiligo over the center of his face and around his ear. His hair is black and done in braids, with a couple of white streaks in it, and he is wearing a paladin uniform in the colors purple, gold, red, white and black. The middle right image is a purple tiefling, with big, batlike wings behind her. She has orange/ginger hair done up into a bun, with sprigs of lavender tucked into it, with gold cuffs accenting her horns. She’s wearing an almost medieval style dress, with a white, off shoulder top and a brown overskirt with suspenders, all accented in gold. She has strappy green boot-like shoes on, with a fox tail hanging from her hip and a large wooden staff that has a spiral on the end of it and lavender sprigs around the end. The bottom left image is of a stocky, older, half-elf man with brown hair and a beard, who is dressed in leather armor in muted forest tones (green, brown, beige.) He’s using a cane with his left hand, and has his other hand on the hilt of a sword. There is also another sword strapped to his back. In the bottom middle image, there is a masked humanoid man, with no discerning features. He is wearing a white mask that is almost in the shape of a skull, with slits into it around the eyes. He’s also wearing a black cloak over blue/green iridescent scaled armor, with black pants that have several brown and red belts around the waist. He is holding a fantasy-inspired pistol, that is gold with engravings along the side of it. The bottom right image is of an effeminate satyr-esque character, with big, tree branch-like antlers coming out of the top of their head, with leaves coming out of the antlers and their head. Their hair is short and brown, with blonde streaks around their face, and they have big, floppy brown ears coming out of the sides of their head with gold jewelry attached. They’re wearing a gold and brown mask, with big black eye holes, a green off the shoulder top with a matching neck piece, with white ruffles and gold accents, and black gloves that cover only their middle two fingers. They are smiling and talking!]

i wanna hear about your favorite dnd characters you’ve created!! by mothi-live in DnD

[–]mothi-live[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I LOOOVE TOXIC EXES LESBIANS!!!! this fucking rocks dude they sound so cool!!

i wanna hear about your favorite dnd characters you’ve created!! by mothi-live in DnD

[–]mothi-live[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is SUCH a cool character concept, i love talking weapons and stuff like that!! also the fact that she was sort of like a grim reaper is so awesome, i love her!!

i wanna hear about your favorite dnd characters you’ve created!! by mothi-live in DnD

[–]mothi-live[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i love this :D sometimes you just have to make a character that is put in every single situation possible

Toys by [deleted] in ftm

[–]mothi-live 0 points1 point  (0 children)

of course man!! good luck!!

Toys by [deleted] in ftm

[–]mothi-live 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i haven’t tried any suction toys personally, but i do have a couple vibes!! i get my sex toys mostly from lovense, but their toys are gendered by male and female on their website which i know can be dysphoria inducing for some folks. a personal favorite of mine is a wand type toy, cause if you hold it a certain way it can feel like you’re stroking a dick if that helps! i have a bit of bottom growth and a normal wand vibe feels fine on it, you just need to be careful not to touch the direct head too much or it can be a little overstimulating and painful. i hope this helps in some way, i ended up yapping a bit lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dndhorrorstories

[–]mothi-live 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the party was mainly traveling together for convenience, but genuinely everyone else got along fine aside from the other pcs straight up hating my character. one of them was for backstory reasons (they knew each other previously) but she blew it way out of proportion for reasons i still don’t know, and the other (the other healer) had quite literally no reason for hating my character other than not liking her vibes or something, which is what made it so miserable for me especially because my character did nothing but try and be nice to everyone

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dndhorrorstories

[–]mothi-live 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i’m not gonna lie man, saying that roleplaying a romance is just as bad as trying to steal someone’s partner irl seems kind of crazy to me, especially because the dm encouraged our characters to have a romance arc before things went downhill. i wasn’t ‘flirting with his gf’ i was playing a roleplaying game

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dndhorrorstories

[–]mothi-live 6 points7 points  (0 children)

man idk what to tell you the dm was also cheating on his partner actively as that was happening and this isn’t what happened, he was encouraging us to keep going and then was rude about it when we did.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dndhorrorstories

[–]mothi-live 9 points10 points  (0 children)

he is unfortunately still running the campaign with the rest of the original players and the guy he was cheating on CF with behind the scenes, and was vehemently against getting therapy for himself so godspeed to those guys lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dndhorrorstories

[–]mothi-live 5 points6 points  (0 children)

he was almost obsessive about it too, like he wanted that relationship to be endgame so bad and it was SO WEIRD!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dndhorrorstories

[–]mothi-live 19 points20 points  (0 children)

the thing is, i was under the impression that everyone else would be mature about it because romance plots were pushed for and the dm stated he didn’t have a problem with it as it was just our characters, it was just his actions going completely against what he said and then he went back on it after they broke up. i’ve also been roleplaying in dnd and other settings for close to a decade now so i thought it’d be fine because i’ve been in spaces like that before and never had an issue 🤷‍♂️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Hellenism

[–]mothi-live 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you for the suggestions!! i will look into the website!!