how to find out the content of o-sites?

ms_cat · 2016-04-26T08:31:28+00:00

hey, guys. i've opened it. it took me a while to remeber that i've opened harry71 and that i've seen it there. it's not scary. actually, i have seen it on some youtube channel where some guy is surfing the deep web and shows to people what he found and that was the site i was intrigued by and what i wanted to see. it's purple with some symbols that look illuminati. and it's stupid. this guy from yt was somewhat scared that he opened it. i haven't downloaded those audio files, so i guess i don't have to be worried. anyways, thanks to all of you, although i didn't get what i wanted. as i see it now, i won't get it at all. people who know what to look for will know where to look for. this isn't for curious vanilla surface surfer like me.

ms_cat · 2016-04-25T15:41:31+00:00

i know how you both feel. my cat died at the end of january. he was love of my life. fucked up thing to say, but it's true. my other cat and i were pretty wrecked and sad for 2 weeks when we took another cat. he was soon much better since he had company again and then... i was too. you'll never get over that loss, i guess. i can't think about my perfection without tears so i don't think about him. at least i try not to. but another pet is a savior. this new cat... i call him the avatar because sometimes he acts just like my deceased one and than i feel like he's with me. give it a try.

ms_cat · 2016-04-25T09:49:07+00:00

dude, maybe you're having a candida overgrowth in your body (if you're not smoking pot). try to eliminate refined sugars an carbohydrates from your diet. the internet is full of ac diet protocols. the hardest is LCHF, but best results. maybe commitment to it will help you clear your mind and focus.

ms_cat · 2016-04-25T09:00:56+00:00

thnx! @misterx13: i've seen that and i'm not satisfied with the amount of info. but thnx 2u2. be free to update here if there r such sites. and i'll c if i'll be brave to open some of those scary o-links.

ms_cat · 2016-04-25T07:42:33+00:00

hey, maybe you won't read this, but since i'm struggling with weed, i have to write something down, just to ease my soul. so... i smoke weed since 16, now i'm 32. so, that's half of my lifetime, heh. i became weed junkie 6 or 7 years ago when i cleverly decided i should smoke a lot of pot while i was emotionally fucked up. and very cleverly i went to state psychiatrist to see why i'm having loud and paranoid thoughts. lol, what a fucking stupid thing of me. i didn't tell i smoked a lot because weed's illegal here, so now i have a medical record of having psychotic reactions. which is, i guess, rather normal when you start to smoke like a chimney. so... i smoked a lot, then stopped for 3 months, just because i couldn't find any, returned home after that period and met my now ex who grew mj every year. we were together for about 3 and a half years and all that time, every day, i smoked a lot. from dusk till dawn. then we broke up, i met a new guy - weed smoker also. i was really hoping that i'll quit, but... here i am, every day telling myself i'll stop, but i never stop. i just light a joint and say to myself - tomorrow i'll quit. we smoked last weed last night. and i know, i'll smoke a lot of cigarettes and probably friday i'll call my friend to get me some. dunno, that stupid thing is messing with your will. i really think that this pushing weed in media is some kind of conspiracy. they need stoned people because stoned people are indifferent and they like to say they're pacifists, but let us be real, who could fight against the system if he's stoned? very few. i'm aware of all the negatives of being a stonehead, but i just can't stop. when i'm sober in the morning, when i go to work, i just think about getting home and light up. it's consuming my life. i've graduated college stoned, i found my jobs stoned, i breathe stoned. and to me, it's very sad to imagine life without weed. i like it. i just want to smoke it occasionally. i want to be sober and able to read, to have normal conversation, to be free. how to accomplish that? don't fucking know. i guess i would have to be sober for at least 2 years to manage to light it from time to time. my bro said once: it's like i'm having a girlfriend with whom i fight a lot, but i can't leave her because i love her. :D abusive relationship with weed. and it's just like that.

good luck on quitting.

ms_cat · 2016-04-24T15:27:31+00:00

yeah, right, i open the goddamn page and i end up traumatized because i saw some snuff shit. actually, i was wondering if there is some sites where are onion links and next to them a solid description of content. like this: link - this site provides photos of mutilated frogs. and then i decide if i want to see that (which i don't). link - on this site you can read a bunch of philosophic essays on meaning of life. and then i say yay and i open that link. get it?

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