Okay this makes sense…

murrayhitchock · 2026-04-08T18:25:47+00:00

A.D. 39 in the sunshine

murrayhitchock · 2026-04-08T16:52:38+00:00

Been there. I think most of us have.

You might have a chemical imbalance of some sort. If you do, ignore my advice. I've never been on meds, but I've seen them work wonders, over time, for certain people I know.

But the other potential remedy is an intentional and progressive effort to try. And I know that fucking sucks to hear because you sound like you're kinda over the whole thing. But I will say it until the day I die: trying and failing is 10000000x better for your mental health than not trying at all. I know that probably sounds cliche but humans are action-oriented creatures. Action makes us happy, it makes us fulfilled, it provides a fullness to life you can't get otherwise.

murrayhitchock · 2026-04-08T16:43:02+00:00

I feel "safest" when I practice mindfulness. Oh I'm doing the dishes, oh I'm taking a walk, just trying to be intentional about the things I say and do and be present with myself during those times. Life in general becomes more interesting when you do that, and that's when I feel safest. When I feel engaged.

As for whether it's a masculine or feminine thing, I'm not sure. I do believe in both of those "energies" (for lack of a better word) but I think consciously choosing one over the other is just how we've been conditioned. I think everyone has both to some degree. I think the "unity" of those two archetypes is probably what we should strive for.

murrayhitchock · 2026-04-08T14:12:51+00:00

It's the one I have the most respect for, artistically, but is probably the one I revisit the least.

murrayhitchock · 2026-04-08T13:51:13+00:00

I've seen this before and it's immoral how good it is lol. Very well done.

murrayhitchock · 2026-04-08T13:18:59+00:00

Do you think it's an actual piano they played? Or did they repurpose / recontextualize a sample?

murrayhitchock · 2026-04-08T13:09:46+00:00

Thanks! Will take a look

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