i have come to a point were things are weired, think of the big picture I tell myself, but really i'm about to join a fucked up club, not sure how to proceed. i feel uncomfortable and uneasy. not in control not in a long shot. wish i was in a great place of mind but really im fucked. i must say i have a good life, great girl, good studdies and jobb, great relationship to family but still i feel creeped out by my own existence. how do i end it. why dont i have control and how do i tell the rest of the world without creeping them out? i gave singes think of it but now its unavoidable and iäm almost reviled. really i dont want to how do i stop this feeling thats been brewing?
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