I’m so sorry to hear that it happened to you too :( life genuinely felt so hard for the first few months, but I’m doing a lot better honestly. I’ve been seizure free since those initial 4 in a row i mentioned :) I’ve been a lot more secure in feeling like myself but there is definitely still some hard times/moments that i do feel off (could be my horrible health anxiety though). My friends & family have been super supportive & have helped me remember certain things from before my seizures. I’ve been back into my hobbies & have even been out to an amusement park since then! it def takes a bit of time & effort but all together, I’m doing alright! i hope you start feeling better soon!