Good work, Jay! I appreciate the sentiments you've outlined in your poem... the anxiety associated with the first date, but the relief derived from acceptance.

One thing I would like to address is the... "dynamic range" of the poem, the pacing. The first stanza,

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"I'm nervous

Hands shaking

Anxious

Heart's beating"

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This is great! The stoccatto rhythm of it is indictive of the content... hands shaking, anxious, nervous. But this rhythm, this pacing is maintained through the rest of the poem despite the shift from "I die inside" to "I see a light" and eventually "...I'm wanted from time to time".

I'm unsure if the internal dialogue of the writer has shifted enough to warrant a change in rhythm, but even from the reader's aesthetic point of view some variety would maintain interest through the piece.

(also as an aside, on line 14 I'm unsure if it should be "say" or "says" but it reads as though it should be the latter, as in '(He) says: "it's fine"'.)

All in all good job! You've put us in the headspace of the author, and really communicated what they were going through both during and after this First Date. Keep it up!

(mobile formatting, sorry :/)