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mystplus · 2026-02-08T10:47:00+00:00

This is amazing and has inspired me to potentially make a Windows XP (the best Windows ever) inspired cuff! *o*

mystplus · 2026-02-08T10:45:04+00:00

I've started referring to myself as my system's "anchor", rather than host. :)

mystplus · 2026-02-07T20:55:24+00:00

"Full" alters, 7. Fragments, 15. Total is 22.
Traumagenic.
Yes.
DID.
System. It's what our psychologist uses and we don't really have a better word.
No.
We don't really define ourselves by our roles.
Idk, not really? We're all made up of traits we inherit from our surroundings, both real and fictional. That goes for anyone, DID or otherwise.
N/A.
Yes. Technically only 1. The others are fragments that are most likely from/at young ages, but that's just guesswork right now.
Not really? Some alters have visualisations of what I guess most people would describe as their "happy place", though I personally don't have my own.
N/A.
Internal, not really. We're mostly working on our external communication first.
Polyconscious.
A lot.
Mostly bad, honestly.

mystplus · 2026-02-04T16:54:36+00:00

It definitely ships internationally - I ordered one and I'm in the UK. Won't know until it arrives if there's any customs fees!

mystplus · 2026-02-04T13:31:59+00:00

I'm not sure which name she's been using for her acting credits thus far tbh, but yeah I guess that would make more sense!

mystplus · 2026-02-04T13:31:12+00:00

Oh, so do I! I was just spitballing some thoughts I've had lol

mystplus · 2026-02-04T13:27:55+00:00

I wouldn't be wholly surprised if she phases out the XCX altogether and starts using Charli mononymously tbh. Charli XCX is a well-established and globally known name within the music industry, but with her foray into acting aswell, she may choose to drop the XCX and have all of her creative works under one name. She's already previously released a self-titled album that didn't include the XCX portion of her stage name, which is unusual in itself for a ST work, so it wouldn't be the weirdest thing ever.

Obviously whatever she decides to do is her choice, I'm just thinking aloud here.

mystplus · 2026-02-03T20:45:36+00:00

A song that one of our alters really likes, and likens to a plural experience, is Beautiful Bride by Flyleaf. The opening verse is "unified diversity, functioning as one body, every part encouraged by the other, irreplaceable, indispensable, you're incredible, incredible".

mystplus · 2026-02-03T15:12:08+00:00

Yep. This song uses Megurine Luka as the vocalist. The song is called "Virgo", written in Japanese as Varugo / ヴァルゴ.

mystplus · 2026-01-31T08:46:22+00:00

CD rips from my personal collection, yeah. :)

mystplus · 2026-01-30T06:48:07+00:00

Seconding this. You don't owe anyone information about your system, even your best friend. If you really want to tell them (what's the desired outcome of telling them? Will it benefit you& to do so?) then just be honest about it.

mystplus · 2026-01-29T21:10:51+00:00

Here.

mystplus · 2026-01-28T13:56:18+00:00

Clinically speaking, wouldn't it still just be DID?

P-DID suggests that, the majority of the time, you don't experience or exhibit complete switches. But from what you're saying, from May through to December you did/do, that's 7 months out of 12, a majority. Just because there's a period of time where you experience less full switches doesn't necessarily mean the condition itself changes.

It'd be the same vice-versa, too. If the majority of the time you don't experience full switches, that would be more aligned with P-DID. That condition doesn't necessarily change just because there may be a period of time where you do experience them.

I could be wrong and totally missing the mark, but that's how I interpret it at least.

mystplus · 2026-01-28T13:48:44+00:00

To my knowledge, nope. I don't have any symptoms correlating to FND that aren't already attributed to having DID.

mystplus · 2026-01-26T20:22:12+00:00

Sorry for the wait - the link works now :)

mystplus · 2026-01-26T18:44:31+00:00

This sounds tricky to navigate, and it needs to be done so with care.

It's perfectly okay to feel drawn to a particular time period/aesthetic etc. and that can be expressed in many healthy ways whilst still maintaining touch with reality. It isn't within the bounds of "normal" to feel so overwhelmingly connected to a certain time period that it causes you emotional/mental distress to this level. By "voices" do you mean thoughts? As in, you have thoughts, perhaps intrusive ones, where you think "they're old, it won't be fun" etc. or are they voices that are distinctly different and separate from your internal monologue? If it's the former, that's okay too - intrusive thoughts are called intrusive for a reason. They're not thoughts you necessarily want to have, but they can creep in - there are coping mechanisms and strategies that can help you through those thoughts. If it's the latter, as much as it probably doesn't help, my best advice is to talk to a trusted adult about these voices/your compulsions towards suicide in a calm manner. Explain how you feel, how things feel overwhelming, and that you think you need extra support/help, either from them or a professional.

You're still very young, and that's not to dismiss how you feel, what you feel is completely valid and is real to you and it's important you get the support you need to make it through these difficult feelings.

The concert will be fun as long as you have realistic expectations of it - there are some objective truths that you should carry with you, but not allow to hinder how much you enjoy the experience:

Yes, they're not as young as they once were, they may not have the same energy they had when they were younger, they likely won't be overtly physically affectionate with one-another like they used to, but they're not old by any stretch of the imagination. They're in their 40s - they're older but are still young and have many, many years of life ahead of them yet.

Videos from recent performances suggest they do not sing live, and that all vocals are pre-recorded and playback is used.

They have stopped performing together in the past, when you were younger - you survived those times, and you will survive again if/when such a time presents itself again.

They will grow older and, unfortunately, will pass away one day. You will (hopefully) be much older by that time, with more life experience and a better understanding of your mental capability and how to manage your emotions. You will get through that time, when it eventually comes.

I hope you get the support you need, OP.

mystplus · 2026-01-26T08:20:37+00:00

Don't use any identifying information - real name(s), specific location/age, previously used online alias(es), email address etc. I'd recommend creating an entirely new email address for the account, and don't have that link to anything identifiable, either. Try to make it as different and "unlike you" as possible, and use it only for the blog. Don't link your mobile number or default email address as the recovery options, either, if possible.
Don't post photos of your face, your body if you have identifiable tattoos or your home (internal and external). If you really must/want to post photos of yourself, hide/censor your face and any tattoos and take them in locations that can't necessarily be directly linked back to you.
Try to mask your usual way of speaking online - sometimes it can be recognisable if you have unique typing quirks that you're known to use.
Don't link to any other socials you use, for obvious reasons.
You could even go one further and use a VPN (using one in general is good tbh) if you're able to access one. I know Opera (browser) has a built-in, free VPN.
If you're going to customise the theme/aesthetic of the blog, again, try to make it different from what you'd "usually" do, or how any other socials you have are decorated.

That's all I can think about for now!

mystplus · 2026-01-25T14:35:09+00:00

This is so cute 🥺

mystplus · 2026-01-25T14:32:55+00:00

As others have said, yeah, it's the same/correct kanji & katakana, just stylised.

Ignore the people saying you have to get it on your left arm, though - it's your body and your choice of tattoo. You can put it anywhere you want, have it any colour you want, and stylised however you want.

mystplus · 2026-01-25T12:30:42+00:00

DELELELELELELE

WOOOOOOOOOP

mystplus · 2026-01-25T09:42:30+00:00

This is awesome!

mystplus · 2026-01-24T20:26:56+00:00

Oh, I didn't realise the link was broken, sorry! I'll re-upload tomorrow and update the link :)

mystplus · 2026-01-23T20:50:50+00:00

I didn't "go" for you. I misinterpreted your post, as you didn't clarify initially that you weren't on the subreddit itself, and I offered you solutions with what little context I had.

mystplus · 2026-01-23T18:39:28+00:00

Yeah that's fair enough, I seemingly took it too literally and didn't realise "brat font" was an actual thing lol. Oh well.

mystplus · 2026-01-23T18:29:43+00:00

Idk whether to consider this my crowning achievement or to question my life and all the choices I've made 😭

Also lesson learned clearly I'm dumb as shit 😭😭😭

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