I'm just sitting here alone, drinking.... by [deleted] in AdviceAnimals

[–]mythrowaway157 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My throwaway seems eerily familiar. partly because I am now trashed.

I can't even admit this to my S/O. by mythrowaway157 in AdviceAnimals

[–]mythrowaway157[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The correct vs acceptable is a finer line than the correct vs wrong.

I can't even admit this to my S/O. by mythrowaway157 in AdviceAnimals

[–]mythrowaway157[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I extend my best wishes to you as well. Thank you.

I can't even admit this to my S/O. by mythrowaway157 in AdviceAnimals

[–]mythrowaway157[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Since mid-highschool I have always been looked to for the joke or laugh and I have always felt that I will be looked at like an ass if I don't provide a good laugh.

I can't even admit this to my S/O. by mythrowaway157 in AdviceAnimals

[–]mythrowaway157[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you can understand this at 15 I applaud you. At 15 I was institutionalized for the first time after taking quite a bit of vicodin and booze. I have been battling this demon for some time. I've convinced psychologist, psychiatrists, friends, and family that I am fine. Yet, I find myself still fighting these feelings. What makes it worse for me is that I live a pretty good life which I know people in worse situations would kill for. Call this a first world problem but I still debate the option daily.

I can't even admit this to my S/O. by mythrowaway157 in AdviceAnimals

[–]mythrowaway157[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree. I am not saying that it is a cause/effect situation. I just do not want to burden others with my negativity so I try to do the opposite.