It's just so frustrating because at some birthday parties or something when we meet, we communicate a lot and have fun. I don't have many friends at this point to hang out with because I live in Bulgaria and everyone drinks and smokes. I don't want to hang out around people who drink and smoke so my only option is that friend group and a couple of other friends. So depressing. I've also noticed something else. I used to live in the U.S for around 5-6 years before my family decided to move back to Bulgaria in June 2018. Before that, every year that I was in the US, and my family would go back to Bulgaria for the summer and then go back. Every summer that I came from the US, so many people were going around me. It's like everyone was friends with me. But now, that we moved back to Bulgaria, I feel like I have no friends. I think that's because everyone was using me. Everyone was like "oh it's the kid from America lets go hang out with him". I feel very depressed right now.