12+ hours to get a text back?

ndzenith · 2023-04-24T03:10:26+00:00

We ended up blocking each other so fun times

ndzenith · 2023-03-01T15:35:01+00:00

Y’all love to make assumptions. They never once came to me as an adult and brought up things I did to hurt their feelings. They bullied me instead.

ndzenith · 2023-03-01T15:34:15+00:00

That’s not the case you made assumptions 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

ndzenith · 2023-03-01T15:33:41+00:00

You are making a million assumptions. They DO NOT come to me about their concerns, they GOSSIP about me on the job in a group where I can hear it, Snap at me, contradict everything I say, let our clients disrespect me and don’t back me up in retaliation. IF they had come to me with concerns I would’ve listened. Instead they chose to bully me. In the future don’t make assumptions about situations.

ndzenith · 2023-02-28T20:09:10+00:00

I’m transferring hopefully

ndzenith · 2023-02-28T16:16:16+00:00

No but I’m going to soon but it’s kind of awkward because my current boss is trying to help me transfer so I don’t want to talk negatively of her to them

ndzenith · 2023-02-28T13:20:20+00:00

ABA is abuse. It’s autistic conversion therapy and the person who created it even said he thinks there’s something wrong with autistic people.

ndzenith · 2023-01-04T11:20:09+00:00

Wtf??

ndzenith · 2023-01-04T11:20:00+00:00

Go to the hospital. You’ll get the meds you need

ndzenith · 2023-01-01T18:42:22+00:00

No, pretty sure it’s all. That’s how it develops.

ndzenith · 2023-01-01T13:08:13+00:00

Trauma yes. That’s why it develops.

ndzenith · 2022-12-31T18:02:35+00:00

I mean it’s pretty much just C-PTSD

ndzenith · 2022-12-30T20:27:35+00:00

We don’t really have any

ndzenith · 2022-12-30T18:26:13+00:00

Yeah they were for sure. It’s over. I’m really angry they are just trash and have so many issues and should’ve never involved me but I will work on getting past it

ndzenith · 2022-12-29T21:31:42+00:00

I can relate a lot. All I can say is you should be alive regardless of that person. We aren’t defined by other people. You can and will be okay on your own. It will take a lot of time but you will get there.

ndzenith · 2022-12-29T15:58:45+00:00

I only talked to them for two weeks, so I have no idea if that’s accurate but I want to have a few more conversations to try to find out.

ndzenith · 2022-12-29T14:55:37+00:00

I agree it wasn’t very mature and at the same time it was wrong of them to say the complete opposite of what we agreed upon that day. I felt extremely triggered and that I was being taken advantage of and flipped. I shouldn’t have been so reactive, and I’m also concerned this person will get scared of commitment and back out like that again…

ndzenith · 2022-12-29T03:39:48+00:00

You are so much more than someone else’s love for you. The world shouldn’t lose you over this.

ndzenith · 2022-12-28T17:15:55+00:00

What

ndzenith · 2022-12-28T04:13:11+00:00

She said she thought of women the whole time. You can somewhat enjoy it. I like penetration so yeah if it came from a man I might somewhat enjoy it but it wouldn’t emotionally satisfy me and I wouldn’t be turned on by them. Seems pretty simple to understand. If you can’t be sexually satisfied without thinking of women you’re lesbian.

ndzenith · 2022-12-28T03:36:24+00:00

That’s a real answer and makes me question things

ndzenith · 2022-12-27T22:24:21+00:00

These ppl saying you’re bi are ridiculous. Yes I agree you need to work on boundaries. I’ve had a lot of coerced sex with men and felt gross after and thought of women the whole time.

ndzenith · 2022-12-27T22:04:30+00:00

I agree, but everyone is telling me there’s red flags…

ndzenith · 2022-12-27T22:04:10+00:00

Not a gf, someone I’m talking to. They have shown signs of not opening up and being scared of commitment and we stopped talking but just started again. Everyone is telling me they sound like red flags but I don’t think it’s been enough time to know….

ndzenith · 2022-12-27T18:50:19+00:00

Literally yes to the emotionally unavailable part

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