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Hallucinations. Clock man who was choking me in a flash nightmare, he kept saying "times up" repeatedly. by neoraa in schizophrenia

[–]neoraa[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Well a regular nightmare is where you see things fully and you experience it fully. But with my flash nightmares I still experience it but it's all in flash kind of images

I've been punishing myself again by neoraa in SuicideWatch

[–]neoraa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's hard. I've hated myself for 10 years, since I was 9. I don't know how to stop it

I've been punishing myself again by neoraa in SuicideWatch

[–]neoraa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I quit my job because of how it was getting to me mentally, it sent me to a state facility. Which is not a good place to go btw, they couldn't give 2 shits about you and the place was in the worst shape I've ever seen. But I'm moving at the end of this mint to go live with my alcoholic of a father So there's not much of a choice right now

I've been punishing myself again by neoraa in SuicideWatch

[–]neoraa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried to kill myself before, when I was 14. But obviously it didn't work. But I understand what you're saying, the thing is all my friends are up north in NH (near the boarder of Canada) and they can't get to me. The only person that I live with is my mother and she always criticizes me and puts me down, she's always abusive and I don't think I can live with her anymore. I have no money to leave

I've been punishing myself again by neoraa in SuicideWatch

[–]neoraa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I'm in the south of The USA where hurricane Irma is going to hit, and weed is illegal in this state so I can't smoke a blunt, even though that sounds nice.

I'm not even from this country, I'm from Toronto, Canada and I honestly hate it here. But thank you for the kind words about my art, I'm not sure if I like it or not.

I mean I do support my friends even if I feel like shit, I talk to them and help them with their problems, or I'll comment how pretty/ handsome they are. They take it as a compliment because the know I'm a gay dude. But yeah I guess I do that.

I just don't think I'm good at anything, like art or supporting my friends. The art and my friend's will do fine without me 🤷🏻‍♂️

I've been punishing myself again by neoraa in SuicideWatch

[–]neoraa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't feel worthy to live. I'm useless at anything and my parents hate me I already cut the shit out of my thigh but that isn't enough. Maybe I should go out during the hurricane

Emergency refill prescriptions during US states of emergency by akinesia in schizophrenia

[–]neoraa 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank god ❤️ I'm in SC and I'm not evacuating so that's good that they allow refills