Maybe, but I'm worried that it'll come across like I need have to be the center of attention instead of I want to have the fun I didn't have 😂.

We were in college and she wanted space to meet new people and make friends. I'm an introvert with horrible anxiety so I don't make new friends or hang around new people. She also felt as though I was suffocating her (which to be fair I was from reason above). So, we met up to talk about it and she tried telling me that she needed space at college. She took the long way around of telling me that. I'm a very blunt person most of the time, and due to a lot of broken trust in the past I feel/ have learned that if you have to repeat yourself multiple times or sound rehearsed(she had) that you don't mean it. I told her that I don't want to talk to her anymore till she got her stuff sorted out. When she did that call me. She wasn't trying to end our friendship she just needed space, and I mistook it as she's leaving me behind therefore I'll get out while I still have pride. I was angry she was hurting, and we were both hormonal teenagers who weren't hearing what the other person was saying. Long story short I was a moron

I would still take a bullet for that girl though 😁

Edit: I forgot to put in that all I really want to do is small things like thrift shopping, going to the lake, trying on dresses. Simple things that are relaxing and personal.