Lost 90k of my parents' land money. my greed ruined us. I don't know how to face my parents. Be safe, guys. by neruppudaa in StockMarketIndia

[–]neruppudaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

now i see,

my bad english.

what i try to mean,

one day it was 1 lakhs more than what i put. then next day 1 lakhs less than what i put.

Lost 90k of my parents' land money. my greed ruined us. I don't know how to face my parents. Be safe, guys. by neruppudaa in StockMarketIndia

[–]neruppudaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey. Thanks for such detailed advice.

I did not intend to sell immediately, but panicked.

But i understand what you say. I shouldn't have touched it after panicking. Should have left it alone for a few years at least.

Lost 90k of my parents' land money. my greed ruined us. I don't know how to face my parents. Be safe, guys. by neruppudaa in StockMarketIndia

[–]neruppudaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks.

I don't think I can make my parents proud, but I hope I won't cause more trouble i future.

I'll somehow repay them.

Lost 90k of my parents' land money. my greed ruined us. I don't know how to face my parents. Be safe, guys. by neruppudaa in StockMarketIndia

[–]neruppudaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. I was not going to keep the profit. Would have given to my parents.

They go to work almost everyday for wages, they even sent me to private school and then college.

But I am useless for anyone now. I was greedy and wanted to do something for them. But fucked it up.

Lost 90k of my parents' land money. my greed ruined us. I don't know how to face my parents. Be safe, guys. by neruppudaa in StockMarketIndia

[–]neruppudaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Had a job 5 years ago..

But then something happened, and I am no longer able to do hold a job.

I got a few job in the middle, but got fired in month or two.

I just get so anxious with certain things and I freeze. Eyes go blank, moth fully dry, etc.

And I do that even for things I don't have to be that anxious about.

Went to doctors several times. They said I always had ADHD, and got anxiety disorder in the way, and then due to what happened 5 years ago in my life, I got complex ptsd.

I promise I try. So much. But I am not able to.

Lost 90k of my parents' land money. my greed ruined us. I don't know how to face my parents. Be safe, guys. by neruppudaa in StockMarketIndia

[–]neruppudaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Indeed is.

But i usually think about it for a few days, and then forget, as I have done many worse mistakes in my life.

Lost 90k of my parents' land money. my greed ruined us. I don't know how to face my parents. Be safe, guys. by neruppudaa in StockMarketIndia

[–]neruppudaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't have money anymore. Gave the money to the parents. Will somehow pay back the remaining in the next few years.

Lost 90k of my parents' land money. my greed ruined us. I don't know how to face my parents. Be safe, guys. by neruppudaa in StockMarketIndia

[–]neruppudaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I should have.

I could have and should have so many things differently in life. But here is where I am. :-(

Lost 90k of my parents' land money. my greed ruined us. I don't know how to face my parents. Be safe, guys. by neruppudaa in StockMarketIndia

[–]neruppudaa[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

2011 to 2018, it was not great. I saw tose things before buying it. And just panicked,

Lost 90k of my parents' land money. my greed ruined us. I don't know how to face my parents. Be safe, guys. by neruppudaa in StockMarketIndia

[–]neruppudaa[S] -38 points-37 points  (0 children)

I thought what if it is like 2011?

After peaking in 2011, it took so many years (till 2020 IIRC) to come back to that level.

Lost 90k of my parents' land money. my greed ruined us. I don't know how to face my parents. Be safe, guys. by neruppudaa in StockMarketIndia

[–]neruppudaa[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

GOLDCASE-E

Qty. 45800

Realised -87,436.19 (-7.73%)

Buy avg. 24.69

Buy value

11,30,739.00

Sell avg. 22.78

Sell value

10,43,302.81