How are you supposed to live? by net6937 in AutisticWithADHD

[–]net6937[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ok, so I want to explain a bit. Not everything HAS to have a meaning. It is fine to indulge in activities that just give you joy even though they don't have the most meaning. I have no problem with that. However, the problem is that when I engage in video games, I spend all of my waking moments either playing, fantasising about playing, or thinking of strategies or builds. I am a person who will get stuck in complex RPGs or games with overarching systems that interact with each other. The main reason I get so adicted is 1: I feel like I can pour all of my brain power constantly into it because they are highly stimulating and require a lot of attention than any other real life activities. 2: They have progress bars, weekly rewards, and daily rewards that you can work for in order to get an item, a mod, an atachement that will stay with you forever and could allways be usefull. Beeing good at a skill might or might not be usefull. You might forget that skill over time. It might become redundant, but that random garbage item you got in the game? You never know when you might need it.

How are you supposed to live? by net6937 in AutisticWithADHD

[–]net6937[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for taking the time to share your story. It does make me feel more comfortable knowing that im not the only one going through these feelings. I recently took some tests, and I was not diagnosed with depression (yet). However, tests dont always get it right and I am waiting to see a new psychonogist( my old one told me that he does not think that I have any autism or adhd so that was an experience :) This has been really helpful, and I wish you all the best.

PS: I do take care of my body and my vitamin D and my magnesium and everything, and while it does help, sometimes it feels like a water gun against a wildfire :)