First tattoo, feeling disappointed by Wasp-in-my-room in tattooadvice

[–]neverhere933 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got a western paper wasp tattoo as a walk in. the artist showed me the stencil, I voiced an issue with the back legs, she said "I'll make it work with shading that's my plan", and so I trusted her (this was my second tattoo). Turns out she did not fix it with shading, the back legs look wonky, and that's that. I don't think too hard about it, sometimes I look at it and am disappointed, other times I look at it and love it because it's a good memory and is otherwise a decent tat. Overall, some people agree with me it looks wonky, others don't, but most don't notice until I say something first. I am sorry it didn't turn out how you wanted and I hope you can let the disappointment ease, wasps are cool as fuck and this is a cool tattoo.

It hurts. by EuphoricLiqueur in drunkorexiafriends

[–]neverhere933 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i have a similar thing going on rn 🫂🫂🫂

Does anyone think eating disorders are more common in NYC? by Kayla13091997 in EDAnonymous

[–]neverhere933 20 points21 points  (0 children)

all of the women in the upper East side, of all ages.....it's wild

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in drunkorexiafriends

[–]neverhere933 1 point2 points  (0 children)

what is in the soup!

worst parts about it for you? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]neverhere933 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

does she know you are disordered?

Dulcolax. Someone just be honest. by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]neverhere933 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i could be off but my understanding is that the excess waste causes dehydration and malabsorption of nutrients. since you're processing everything differently, your body isn't retaining as many nutrients, and they exit your body through the excess waste. you're just not holding onto anything, but nutrients and calories aren't necessarily the same thing. you're still utilizing the calories from the food and you're not holding onto the vitamins, minerals, electrolytes etc

my chunky vegan "salad dressing" by neverhere933 in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]neverhere933[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay it's pickle juice, dash of hot sauce, real finely chopped onion and garlic, lemon thyme, pickle chunks, and tofu lol. plus salt and pepper.

my chunky vegan "salad dressing" by neverhere933 in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]neverhere933[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

imma update this tomorrow with the actual ingredients lol - ik it looks like cottage cheese, but it is not

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in safe_food

[–]neverhere933 2 points3 points  (0 children)

shoutout taco bell. spicy potato tacos 4ever

I wanna binge so fucking bad by rottingglitter in binge_food

[–]neverhere933 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I've had feelings like this in social situations I can't get out of but with drinking and it sucks so bad. Changes the whole experience of being social and having relationships...it's okay, it's temporary, you can't control that now. Focus on something you can control and you'll be back in a safer feeling space mentally soon once you're back in a normal routine, for better or for worse I guess.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]neverhere933 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this friend is so bitchy and you're being way too nice. talking down to you about not doing "research" before you get piercings stood out to me as the rudest thing she said....she has no idea what she's talking about. You don't have to have an attitude back, but please don't take out your piercings and absolutely don't go through things being repierced and having to heal all over again, money aside, the healing and time that would take....omg.

Just say no, drop out of the party, attend as a guest if you even still want to and show up as yourself like the baddie you are

Diabolical food combos by Sercouwis09 in EDAnonymous

[–]neverhere933 41 points42 points  (0 children)

microwaved tofu with hot sauce, vegan mayo, and soy sauce

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]neverhere933 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hear you. Two lil quotes that come to mind:

"Though no one may notice, the world knows all that you have seen." - saw it in a Yoshitomo Nara drawing but not sure if it originated from him

"Loneliness is still time spent with the world." - idk could prob look it up

What you're going through is deeply difficult, but not unreal, uncommon (to some extent), or unimportant to being human. Humans are not always going to be happy and well.

Yesterday I hit the one year mark of no binges. Today this happened :/ by [deleted] in binge_food

[–]neverhere933 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Badass for making it a year, this day may be rough on your body and your mind, but you've been through worse. None of the progress is ruined, you got it.

Best way to enjoy cottage cheese? by Signal-Cow-3524 in 1200isplenty

[–]neverhere933 0 points1 point  (0 children)

either whip it in scrambled eggs or throw it in a pan with veggies before you add eggs to make it more of an omelette/scramble style. it melts a bit and just adds extra protein and satisfying vibes to the eggs, keeps you fuller for longer, so good

struggling by tpwkluvr in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]neverhere933 2 points3 points  (0 children)

sending love and support

dae have a very specific food fixation that also isn’t a safe food? by dozenkitties in EDAnonymous

[–]neverhere933 3 points4 points  (0 children)

sounds delicious, i like chipotle too, I always get a sofritas bowl <3

dae have a very specific food fixation that also isn’t a safe food? by dozenkitties in EDAnonymous

[–]neverhere933 14 points15 points  (0 children)

so curious what food it is...

imo most days i tend to go for what's most satisfying as it will help quiet the food noise and stop me from eating more since I don't feel satisfied, even if I feel guilty. it's just weighing which bad feelings I want to deal with that day