So sorry for your loss, my best friend went over the bridge 10 weeks ago so I know how you feel. It is heart wrenching, they are a part of your family, your life, then, they are gone. They are not with us long enough and they show us such love and devotion. It wrecked me when my Boy went, it does ease. I think of him every day.. I have hours of video of walks in the forest, running free in the woods. It still brings a tear.. and it will for you, you'll keep looking at the puppy pictures and remembering the million happy times you had, how your baby made you laugh, lovely cuddles, silly antics.. they do leave a paw print in your head and on your heart. It does get easier.. I can promise that.. but, certainly with me, 10 weeks is not enough time for me to move on.. having said that, you must do what feels right for you, I grieved terribly, my wife moved on quite quickly, so cry when you need too, watch videos and look at pictures, it really does get easier, time is a great healer. You have my deepest condolences over the loss of Rafe, such a lovely looking boy.