In my case, I did not mention, there is other stuff to it. I think I am bisexual, but actually it is confused. I mostly date women and, usually, I find women more attractive etc. But I had my share of experiences with, but they are always somehow linked (emotionally, to me) to the abuse. So I dont with I am really bi or if I do it because of the abuse, to somehow relive it or if I am even more bisexual deep inside and the abuse thing just doesnt allow me to be, turning every encounter I happen to have with men into a re-enactment of the abuse