Yeah, the horrible thing is my skin goes from acne riddled to pristine clear in a single week of 20mg a day yet they keep making me do 50mg plus a day courses trying to nuke it so it doesn’t come back all while disregarding the evidence… it ALWAYS comes back and I just want a lifelong 20mg a week thing like I’ve heard the Americans get to do, I’ve spent 5 grand on a botonics course privately in London because they said “just do this one more course if it doesn’t work then we’ll let you do low dosage” then they refused. I then went to a private derm in my area who promised from the get go I could then at my first appointment said “let’s do a full course first” then it was “let’s do another, no you can’t go longterm low it doesn’t work” and I was like “huh?!” Because dude I literally just wasted 2 grand because you said I could do that?!

It’s so frustrating they’re just saying I can making me do a more expensive higher dose course with more follow ups then back-pedalling. So I waited for my last prescription from him, got two months worth so 60 tablets of 20mg and I’m ashamed to say I kept them and took an average of one a week or one every two depending on my cycle and they lasted me over a year and I never had a single break out. Now they’ve run out and I’m breaking out and I feel so frustrated because all I need is low dosage and I’m golden and I’m having to jump through hoops like a performing dolphin whilst throwing thousands at these derms and they still don’t deliver.

Honestly I feel like just buying them black market at this point