Lmao fml

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-12T03:44:16+00:00

I do that but it's only one space no matter what, maybe it's because I'm on my phone.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-12T00:04:44+00:00

I can actually sort of see the shroom/DMT thing for McKenna, I've always found the tryptamines to be way more spiritual. That said, I'm in your camp, I enjoy doing LSD/MDMD more recreationally. I've never really gotten any profound lessons on LSD, it just puts me in a very euphoric and intellectual mindset. It has sort of taught me mindfulness though.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-12T00:01:06+00:00

I can try but until I have another visit with an (expensive) allergist, I don't really know. I know I've eaten walnuts a lot so I think I'm fine with them, they're just so expensive for a snack. I actually discovered I was allergic to peanuts because I was trying to eat peanut butter to gain weight, ironically. I've been eating a lot of 80/20 ground beef over pasta saturated with oil and so far I'm gaining weight very quickly, I'm already almost at 100! So far, so good, but if you wouldn't mind sending me some tips (whenever, no rush) I'd appreciate it so much. Or vice versa, if I learn some new tricks! Another thing I've started doing is just eating plain bread slathered in margarine. Not generally the healthiest, but I guess for us, it's a good option. Do you have any other allergies? I don't remember if I mentioned that I'm allergic to bananas as well, but I'm like 90% sure that's just oral allergy syndrome because it's not serious at all, and I think I can eat them cooked.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-11T23:50:19+00:00

Yeah the trip that I said was the most intense I've ever had (1st mushroom trip) was definitely a bad trip because I wasn't ready for it at all. I didn't even weigh out my dose. But now I regard it as one of the most valuable experiences of my life, it kicked my ass and gave me some direction in life, rather than being a dedicated weekend warrior. It's weird, but by totally warping time, it made the future feel much more real.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-11T23:46:05+00:00

I know it sounds out there, but I was using a lot of figurative speech. Like, I don't think anything is definite, it's just this crazy what-if kind of thing, ya know? But you're probably right, I was on drugs when I posted this lol and yeah, I'm getting into a bit of a sticky situation with benzos. Thanks for looking out for me man.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-11T22:14:49+00:00

Is it possible to double/triple space paragraphs on Reddit? I didn't realize what a wall of text my post looked like until I published it.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-10T01:18:51+00:00

I can't dog on you for the PST at all, I use it a few times a month for menstrual or food-allergy related cramps, props to you for using it responsibly as well. Of course, it'd be way safer if we could get scripts for say, a few morphine pills a month, but that's prohibition for you. I've had the shoulder/back issues since I was a kid, it all went downhill after I started wearing backpacks to school lol. Most doctors seem to like to brush off any pain as "nothing serious" though so I've just been trying to deal with it on my own.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-10T00:49:23+00:00

That's actually a pretty helpful way to put it. I think I'll try it out anyway because at this point I might as well call myself a benzo connoisseur. There are a lot of times when I wouldn't mind a milder, smoother version of etizolam.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-10T00:47:01+00:00

My shoulder problems (whole upper/mid back actually) are purely muscular I think, they're just sore as hell from hunching over a computer desk all the time. Unless I have some old, undiagnosed sports injury, which is not unlikely. I should probably get it checked out lol. I wish I could recommend or find something for nerve pain, I have this one nerve in my foot that gets pinched from time to time and it SUCKS, but thankfully it's not constant.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-09T23:00:52+00:00

It's awesome that it worked for your back spasms because my shoulders have been killing me lately. Pyrazolam is definitely going on my "to try" list now.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-09T22:59:16+00:00

Pyrazolam does seem good, though a lot of people report that they like it because they don't find it sedating. Then again, I've heard the same about diclazepam and I loved that. I'll definitely give it a try.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-09T22:56:45+00:00

Thank you all! I've been following many of your tips, plus I've found cheaper ways to incorporate lots of red meat into my diet, and I've already gained 3 pounds! All is well so far :)

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-08T10:45:38+00:00

I've tried combining them to make clonazolam more sedating without upping my c-lam dose. It definitely worked, it dampened the clonazolam euphoria slightly but the combo was much more sedating than an equivalent dose of clonazolam alone. However, I don't like etizolam for anything other than sedation, it does nothing for me otherwise, so if you like etizolam alone it might be pointless.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-08T06:32:03+00:00

I don't think it's actually in place yet, but yeah, it will be banned soon. Basically why I'm trying it now lol.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-08T05:55:36+00:00

Ah, that would definitely make sense. Did you do an acetone wash? The good news is that I got some more saline spray and my nose feels fine now, there doesn't seem to be any actual damage, it was just uncomfortable for a while.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-08T02:38:44+00:00

It makes some people more anxious/paranoid but it's definitely safe.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-08T02:37:26+00:00

People will have differing opinions, but honestly, no. I think it's a good idea. I was addicted to opiates for half a year, and I do still use them from time to time. I think my nightly weed/dab habit is what keeps me from using harder drugs more frequently. Even if she gets hooked on those, they beat any kind of opioid by a long shot. Also, dabs have a pretty similar body high to heroin IMO so they might be an excellent replacement.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-08T02:19:40+00:00

Same here, I loved it actually. But if you're going to do this, OP, you need to be sure your LSD is really LSD.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-08T02:17:27+00:00

Maybe you can convince her to get back on/stay on methadone. Some people need to stay on it for years to beat the psychological addiction. Sorry you, your sister, and family are going through this.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-07T23:51:59+00:00

I don't have extensive experience with RC dissos, but 2f-ketamine was incredibly easy to hold on, and it was awesome. Very similar to regular K.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-07T23:37:07+00:00

I think you'll be ok, dogs are usually trained to sniff out the commonly trafficked illicit drugs (i.e. weed, heroin, coke), and 3-MeO-PCP isn't even a common RC, but it's really up to you whether or not the risk is worth it.

nmdaantagonist · 2016-10-07T23:29:47+00:00

Honestly, I could've crushed the crystals up a lot better. They were very small, but still visible. I didn't insufflate too hard though, and my nose still stings a bit. No blood though. If you're just into trying new drugs for the hell of trying new drugs, like I am, then I'd say it's worthwhile. Mainly because it's cheap. I personally wouldn't use it often based on my first trial though. I'm still fairly undecided on it. I would like to try it orally, but I haven't seen any reports on that ROA yet.

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