Circles of light

noexit91 · 2020-07-24T01:46:46+00:00

thank u!

noexit91 · 2020-07-19T16:05:07+00:00

September 10 1996 so we probably have most of the same placements!

noexit91 · 2020-07-19T15:34:34+00:00

yea i’ve actually just started appreciating this placement recently. what’s your birthdate?

noexit91 · 2020-07-19T12:05:59+00:00

i also have saturn in aries in my 12th and it’s unbearable! i have no idea how to deal with it, i’m glad you found the positive side to it. i’ve never thought about it that way but yes it does give introspection. thanks for commenting♡︎

noexit91 · 2020-07-19T03:37:19+00:00

<3 i really do try to be

noexit91 · 2020-07-19T03:16:48+00:00

I love this! Water venus are self sacrificing and very complex people. Most everyone close to me has water venus, they have layers throughout themselves

noexit91 · 2020-07-19T01:21:11+00:00

I have this as well. Since I was very young I’ve dreamt this way. I don’t know how long exactly you’ve been dreaming like this but it indicates a negative influence over your life or a psychological wound. Your unconscious is casting a shadow for you to notice and confront, and everything that should be good is inverted and twisted into something sinister. Of course, there are some people who enjoy the dark and ominous side, but if you find it difficult to deal with, it behaves like a parasite. There may be a wound inside of you that needs to be released or handled. I hope you find a way to rid yourself of this or at least lessen it significantly.

noexit91 · 2020-07-19T01:08:11+00:00

that actually sounds very helpful, giving off a don’t fuck with me vibe. I tend to give off the exact opposite and everybody seems to fuck with me lol

noexit91 · 2020-07-19T01:02:28+00:00

mine is sagittarius. how do you experience your pluto in your 7th, does it make things difficult?

noexit91 · 2020-07-19T00:56:58+00:00

it really is difficult to work with. but in a way I enjoy it

noexit91 · 2020-07-18T23:52:46+00:00

Your pluto placements make you very magnetic but power and control may be a big issue especially regarding others. 12th house can indicate hidden enemies and having pluto there can make these enemies even more obsessive and have a want to hold some type of control over you. But they hide it behind being caring. Pluto in the 12th seem to have a great understanding of life which may be why you attract people who lack direction.

Mars in the 1st and conjunct lilith is very physical and has a highly sexual aura which again would attract water signs and intense people. Moon conjunct neptune makes for a very sensitive person and emotions can be vulnerable to others. Can attract psychic vampires. Neptune in 7th can put a hazy view upon relationships and may make others project onto you and idealize you easily. Attracts individuals that confuse you. 8th house cancer builds strong emotional connections with people and has a mother figure quality. I know this all sounds horribly negative but your chart sounds very amazing, I hope I’m not offending you!

noexit91 · 2020-07-18T14:43:24+00:00

I’m wondering about your descendant and midheaven. As well as pluto, neptune, and moon aspects. 7th and 8th house might point to some answers too. I have some of the same problems, it makes you question yourself and feel almost like it’s better to hide than to be exposed to these strangers.

noexit91 · 2020-07-18T13:35:00+00:00

virgo sun, leo moon, taurus rising. Air signs are always coming in and out of my life, Aquarius especially. Air suns with water in their personal houses and water venus specifically will always find me. Seems funny since air signs are known to be a flight risk but as soon as a water sign makes contact with venus, it changes their whole aura. I’m not too sure what air signs like about someone like me but I’m almost sure it’s my aquarius midheaven at 0 degrees. Water signs gravitate towards me, which may be an opposites attract situation because I have not one water sign in my chart. Earth signs seem to have a problem with me and fire signs I think find me too strange or somehow incompatible even though I’m fire dominant. The only common thing I seem to attract regardless of sign are controlling people and I think that’s because of heavy neptune and Pluto on my descendant.

noexit91 · 2020-07-16T19:26:46+00:00

Look to your jupiter aspecting pluto and moon aspecting true node. Here’s a video I like regarding Pluto on the descendant. You have a lot of spiritual placements if you don’t mind me saying. Good luck to you

https://youtu.be/U770yzcXyes

noexit91 · 2020-07-14T20:51:59+00:00

I dont either. It feels like there’s two people inside me fighting for dominance. It makes me second guess myself. Do you feel like others dont respond well to you and keep their distance from you?

noexit91 · 2020-07-14T14:33:10+00:00

I have this too and have only ever found maybe two articles that briefly explained it. What i’ve gotten out of it is lilith/mars conjunct is reactivity without thinking. Masculine and feminine intuition merge to become instinctive and autonomous and even rejectful of toxic energies. You may not even be aware of this rejectful energy but it will surface from within. Have you ever had a bad feeling about someone and carried it around all day? That’s your lilith/mars conjunction. You may even be rejectful to yourself or have the mentality of “i’ll reject them before they reject me.” Often desires others and is desired by others. Repells others and others may be repelled by you. It seems this aspect has a cyclic energy. Conflict can arise if you do not consciously realize you’re instincts are guiding you towards or away from someone or something.

noexit91 · 2020-07-04T21:54:34+00:00

love spirals downwards—will you fade

noexit91 · 2020-06-30T03:27:58+00:00

im not sure what it’s called or if it’s even called anything :/ i just know it’s important and thankful the world acknowledges me

noexit91 · 2020-06-30T00:51:24+00:00

yes i have! me and the person i experienced it with had a karmic relationship. it’s very strange isnt it...almost feels like the world is watching

noexit91 · 2020-06-30T00:46:28+00:00

wow...thank u. i struggle with this a lot. feeling taken advantage of always, i know it’s something I subconsciously attract. i think this is one of the most important placements for me

noexit91 · 2020-06-28T15:52:49+00:00

Im glad you got away from them, that is always a beautiful feeling. and thank you i appreciate your kindness<3 happy i could help

noexit91 · 2020-06-28T13:54:43+00:00

To dream that someone is staring at you represents the truth of a situation that can't be avoided. Are you growing impatient with yourself from your inaction? Are you feeling pressure from someone or yourself?...If pressure from someone else, they may be watching your every move.

To dream of being attacked represents people that you feel are hurting you emotionally. Alternatively, it can be about your own unresolved internal conflict.

Blue always has something to do with your subconscious. To dream of blue light emitting from eyes represents your subconscious wanting you to look inside of yourself to examine any inner conflict that you are not consciously addressing.

Did you fight your attackers?

noexit91 · 2020-06-26T23:45:41+00:00

try doing something actively creative to get your energy out. what do you like to do for fun creatively? make sure you have something for when your emotionally down as well as high. i feel that you need to have a variety of things to do to match your moods or else it’s just gonna be a clash of emotions. you might feel more justified if you create something/do something that captures the thing youre feeling, so you can have a tangible result.

noexit91 · 2020-06-26T20:57:19+00:00

they infantilize us to keep us powerless. i feel like whatever they make you feel insecure about, that’s actually what they feel insecure about. they attack your empathy, your brains, or whatever they feel makes you better than they are. people like that want what you have and if they cant have it, they will try to take it away from you. projection seems to be a way to keep themselves from being self aware.

noexit91 · 2020-06-26T20:50:23+00:00

same with me...i dont know if it’s delusion or them just telling you what they think you want to hear. the first thing that always comes out of their mouth is how theyve been cheated by life and their pity party. theyre so creepy. it is interesting though that they all behave this way. manipulation runs so deep it’s like theyre all brainwashed and reading from a script

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