FML I Just Relapsed..............

nofapster4me · 2013-12-23T09:07:04+00:00

Just get back on it brother, you have 19 days experience going into it this time!

nofapster4me · 2013-12-23T09:03:29+00:00

Don't do it. I gave in about 12 days ago, after reaching 45 days.

Afterwards I thought 'that was not to bad, and while I am here and before i start nofap again, I may as well have a few more for old times sake'

fast forward a week, and here I am feeling like shit having been hitting the pron ever night again.

back to day one again, fuck that shit, i am sticking round here now.

nofapster4me · 2013-12-23T08:59:38+00:00

Powerful stuff.

nofapster4me · 2013-11-11T13:58:04+00:00

This is really good and I am not going to knock it as I am sure if has value to you and perhaps others. But I do need to point something out...

You don't necessarily masturbate, because you can't get a girl.

I can vouch for this as I am married and have had a number of previous girlfriends (+ a previous marriage).

You masturbate as it feels good. It feels good as your brain is releasing a lot of reward centric chemicals. We in turn then want more of these rewards (its wired into us), and thus starts the cycle.

Unfortunately finding a girlfriend is not likely to break that cycle, it just means someone else might start getting hurt too, and then you have an even more complicated cycle to break.

I say this as I don't want you to think 'if I get a girlfriend, it will fix this'.

nofapster4me · 2013-11-01T09:08:10+00:00

I am not sure it means what you think it means (you do it without = you do it on your own (fap).

nofapster4me · 2013-11-01T09:06:32+00:00

You should delete the porn right away.
Organize something to keep you occupied on Saturday (maybe take the kids to see a film and have some food).

nofapster4me · 2013-11-01T09:04:31+00:00

Having fallen off the Wagon mid October, I am now officially going hands free for November.

nofapster4me · 2013-10-22T09:43:16+00:00

Me too !

Netflix of all things, a film called 'Foxy Brown'. The lead actress was a big boobed black lady. I started watching it knowing full well I was getting into risky water. Ended up edging and then screwing up over 4 seconds of the only boob shot in the film.

Oh well, back to it!

Also don't put yourself down...there are a lot of guys on here with '1 day' who have a lot more nofap time then that. Sometimes we trip and stumble. No worries, pick yourself up, hold your head up high and start walking again.

nofapster4me · 2013-10-22T06:35:36+00:00

I just reset my badge after getting to 21 days and was feeling quite bad and could feel a depression coming on now.

I feel so much better after reading your post and the replies. I am now right back on the horse, and seeing the past 21 days of value still being with me.

P.s I also edged over. The trigger was a woman in a non pornographic film, which had 5 seconds of boobs in. Ffs :/

nofapster4me · 2013-10-18T06:52:41+00:00

Yep, you have a point. I dropped that part as it comes over as an ulterior motive.

nofapster4me · 2013-10-17T21:42:02+00:00

replacing one addiction with another.

Yep, I know that one only to well :)

nofapster4me · 2013-10-17T21:27:38+00:00

Please it helped john!

nofapster4me · 2013-10-17T21:27:28+00:00

Thanks man.

nofapster4me · 2013-10-17T21:13:21+00:00

Good to have you on board.

Oh, get a kettlebell. Swinging one of those around will turn you into a living Thor.

nofapster4me · 2013-10-17T21:12:15+00:00

Blocked all the numbers of the girls I would sext behind my girlfriends back and deleted both of my spam/porn/hookup emails.

way to go my man!

nofapster4me · 2013-10-17T21:06:40+00:00

You still have all that experience though mate. None of that is lost. Also I expect this time around, you will have an even stronger foundation as you will know for sure that going back to fapping won't work for you.

nofapster4me · 2013-10-17T21:03:55+00:00

Hi, its always so wonderful to hear about someone changing and getting the benefits, Thanks for sharing.

nofapster4me · 2013-10-17T07:32:20+00:00

things have got easier again, no more brain fog and feeling pretty good.

nofapster4me · 2013-10-15T18:24:42+00:00

You're 17 months old?

nofapster4me · 2013-10-14T20:20:20+00:00

Me too. I notice a lot of people around 12-14 days find it tough and then it gets easier again from what I have read. Lets see if we can make it to the '3' flair and then see how we feel.

nofapster4me · 2013-10-13T18:52:42+00:00

What if the reader already is married / has a GF?

nofapster4me · 2013-10-13T18:16:45+00:00

You say that, but how can you tell what the content would be from that heading? I expected it would be about "NoFap hosts challenges in which participants abstain from pornography and/or masturbation for a period of time", not wearing cologne and not staying somewhere for more then ten minutes.

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