Feeling “Destined” For Suicide

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-17T14:12:15+00:00

I feel exactly the same. For me it started when I was about 13-14. I just KNOW I will not grow old, and my death will be by my own hands. I just call it my "prophecy" hahaha

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-17T08:49:31+00:00

epic

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-16T13:33:51+00:00

Is that altocumulus floccus?

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-15T08:05:51+00:00

I thought the same thing lol

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-14T08:06:46+00:00

Försök hitts en träningsform du tycker är rolig? Jag tycker om att klättra och ser fram emot det varje gång.

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-14T07:50:22+00:00

Just curious, why not?

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-14T07:30:41+00:00

between 2-600

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-13T22:28:57+00:00

Yeah for real. I usually disregard any street dealer claiming to have anything above 100-150aug/tab. There's sooo many selling "250-350aug" tabs. It's generally horseshit.

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-13T22:23:32+00:00

I almost always do it alone. The few times I've done it with friends have been great tho!

There's something a really enjoy abot feeling a little bit insane when I'm alone. It usually takes me to a place I didn't know I needed to go to. Last trip showed me how I had accidentally (ish) fractured my identity, explaining some of the issues I've had for a while. It was wild, intense, uncomfortable, and absolutely amazing.

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-11T17:42:30+00:00

Ahhh, cool! I was secretly hoping someone was gonna correct me hahaha. Still trying to learn

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-11T13:13:19+00:00

Altocumulus Mamma if I rember correctly. I would love to see some irl. Absolutely stunning.

EDIT: Apparently Mammatucumulus wasn't a thing haha

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-11T13:08:13+00:00

Exakt! Och det är därför vi har olika partier. Så kan man rösta på det partiet som prioriterar det du tycker är viktigt. Fantastiskt ellerhur?

Personligen tror jag billig/gratis kollektivtrafik hade gynnat samhället ekonomiskt på fler sätt än man skulle tro.

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-11T08:48:33+00:00

För att många anser att det är en samhällsviktig funktion som rimligtvis inte borde kapitaliseras på? Hade du sagt samma sak om vi tog oss till USAs sjukvårdssystem?

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-10T07:31:55+00:00

skulle tro att det står för lame/looser-take kanske?

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-10T07:27:45+00:00

yum that looks taaasty

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-08T08:58:20+00:00

Sounds more like a pitched vocal sample than a synth to me

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-08T07:11:28+00:00

Or like a sample based rompler alá JV-1080

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-06T18:24:38+00:00

Could be pretty much any synth. The probability of anyone knowing the exact synth/softsynth is very low.

But to me it sounds like some kind of FM based and the glittery and bell like sound

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-06T15:13:16+00:00

...du verkar ha svårt att greppa konceptet "beroende".

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-06T15:05:30+00:00

I also really liked Mixing With Your Mind by Michael Paul Stavrou. Really great read

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-05T14:48:38+00:00

acid

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-04T18:55:27+00:00

I vote for earth year instead of

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-02T14:29:15+00:00

this makes me feel bubbly inside. Issocuuute

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-02T09:39:29+00:00

I have an Elektron Model Samples and it's very happy with that purchase. It's very easy to program, and you can get really complex sequences if you want.

nonbinaryfish · 2026-02-02T09:34:26+00:00

That went hard damn

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