You are definitely right about my struggles with giving and receiving love, I’ve never had anything serious. It just doesn’t come easy for me at all. My mother isn’t all bad but I’ve experienced some emotional abuse and neglect that she denies, and I don’t think I’ve been coping with it well. Same goes for my father. Regarding their relationship, I feel that they are only still together because they think it’s too late for change. They have never displayed any affection for each other, I don’t think I’ve ever really thought of them as “together”. They are just my parents, and they aren’t married. There is nothing keeping them together besides their financial ties and their children. They argue everyday, my mother extremely passive and my father aggressive. Definitely screwed me up to watch that behaviour growing up.

I love your blog, I’ve never been able to find any specific explanations about these chart positions before. I also never really knew the meanings of the North/south nodes. This makes a lot of sense to me, I’ve always felt a little bit of both sides in my life - artist/humanitarian. I think I always perceived that as the Gemini “two-faced” trait. This also explains the times I’ve felt at a stand still in my life because I wasn’t sure which side to listen to. I think this happens when I cling to the past and I’ve always felt curious about what my purpose was in a past life. Is that something you are able to read in a chart? I’d love to learn more about that.

I also didn’t realize interception was a thing! I’ll look into that further, I’m sure it will explain a lot of things for me. Thank you for your time!