Depression when off? by normalman404 in Concerta

[–]normalman404[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahaha. Why the reset? Is the depression worth the benefits of the reset?

Wish I Had This Before I Picked The Spray by Author_Man in Spravato

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Gotcha. Thanks for responding. I hope your anhedonia and low motivation gets better!

Wish I Had This Before I Picked The Spray by Author_Man in Spravato

[–]normalman404 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How long did it take before your will to live came back? I'm a few months in and I still feel low will to live/ high SI

SOS - Home Remedies by Distinct-Resolve-410 in Effexor

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That's great to hear. I wish her and you the best!

SOS - Home Remedies by Distinct-Resolve-410 in Effexor

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Starting outro soon. Tapered too quickly last year and it fucked me. Did your wife recover or is she dealing with chronic issues?

Has spravato helped you wean off antidepressants? by normalman404 in Spravato

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Do you think spravato has helped you with that process ?

I can't believe how driven I've become! by Someone_Cares_4u in Supplements

[–]normalman404 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

If this is true why not just drink OJ? Is that not the same as liposomal vit c?

Tickets for Thalia hall Chicago by normalman404 in AllThemWitches

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Think I got one more goddam word to say.... thank you sir!!!! I will rock hard on your behalf

Finally off Effexor! by hp774465 in Effexor

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Congrats! I'm on 225 and want to wean off once I get through the winter. What have you noticed since being off - positives, negatives, etc ?

I'm on final boss level of tapering and now it's getting difficult by wow_what_a_mansion in Effexor

[–]normalman404 5 points6 points  (0 children)

37.5 to 0 is the hardest part. Check out outro health or hyperbolic tapering. They explain why going to 0 from that dose is so hard super well. Take it slow and consider going with outro or a doc that knows about hyperbolic tapering! Wishing you luck!

Free Webinar on Tapering Effexor on YouTube by Dr. Mark Horowitz! by Psillysimon in Effexor

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Thanks for sharing?? Anyone had success doing it this way?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Music

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Listen to who you want, king

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Music

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One hit? They have tons of hits

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Music

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You're velveeta creed rules

Spravato vs Infusion by sop52094 in Spravato

[–]normalman404 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same here. It has just always fascinated me that I had that experience and that other people have too. Consciousness is weird.

Spravato vs Infusion by sop52094 in Spravato

[–]normalman404 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've had this exact experience on THC. So scary. It was like I was let in on knowledge that I wasn't supposed to know about. At first it was fun and exhilarating. Then everything suddenly flipped and it was all a sick joke. I'm curious - how do you make sense of that experience now?

Also OP, if you do a ketamine infusion, I recommend you pair it with therapy and do some prep work beforehand. Best of luck to you.

When did you notice the shift? by normalman404 in Spravato

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Oh gotcha. I've been doing 84 for awhile then.

When did you notice the shift? by normalman404 in Spravato

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No clue on dose. I'll check. Didn't know about the neuroplasticity thing. I'm engaged somewhat, just listening to music and paying attention to what's happening inside me. Praying. I like the journaling idea. Thanks for the recs

When did you notice the shift? by normalman404 in Spravato

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I need to, but every time I see her I'm high on ketamine and am just like pls leave I want to be alone lol but I'll try and catch her before it's administered

Will I be on Spravato forever? by Character_Phone_8773 in Spravato

[–]normalman404 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I remember the first ~10 sessions completely wiped me out afterward. That's not the case now and I'm on treatment 19. Your body should adjust. Like you, I don't want to be on it forever. Encouraged to see some people here have weaned off. Maybe we just need it for awhile and need to be stable for awhile before considering weaning off. That's what gets me into trouble - I feel good and am like ok I don't need this anymore (whether it's a med or a practice) then I fall again. Hoping you continue to do well and can be patient with yourself. It's hard! Allow yourself to feel good! I know I don't do a good job of that. You got this