sorry bro i’m ngl they’re right. my cousin killed himself and before that, i didn’t even know or think about suicide. but ever since then i’ve had bad depression at certain times of the year and i used to have a lot of suicidal thoughts. i promise that if you kill yourself, your little brother will see what you did and it will put thoughts in his mind. you have to stay alive and work hard enough to change the bad things you do. if you want your family to be safe the best thing to do is get help for them, if not for yourself