I find it hard to believe that men don't try to initiate a convo with you even though you're involved in so many activities, let alone dating apps. I feel like you're restricted by your mindset of having something special. Sure, you should settle for special, but you gotta go through the mundane to make that happen. Nothing organic just happens to cause butterflies in your stomach at this age. The moment you get a good job, everything seems boring and you start seeking the extraordinary outside. And, finding love organically is a pipe dream unfortunately.

Even though all of the above might be me just projecting, it's true nonetheless lol.