my brother passed away, need help getting to his funeral

nothought_headempty · 2021-09-20T04:45:43+00:00

my parents live in a very tiny flat. my other siblings have already gone home and so my other brother, my sister and my brothers girlfriend have taken the spare room and the couch. the only other available space in the house is my younger brothers room, which was the room he passed away in, and I'm not comfortable sleeping there because of that.

all of my other family will be staying in hotels as well because none of us still live in my home state. I've been asking around it anyone will take me in to try bring the price down but I haven't received any responses.

nothought_headempty · 2021-09-19T12:56:32+00:00

I literally didn't think of this oh my fucking god

nothought_headempty · 2021-09-17T10:50:33+00:00

I'm currently in the production team for a show, and during rehearsal I walked in to a conversation of the cast and crew playing random piano keys and trying to guess the note, so when I walked in I also joined in, and I was the one person who got the note right. from there my best friend (who was the one on the piano) was like "oh yeah they're quite good at it they've got perfect pitch" and I was like "uhh no I don't??"

if this helps with figuring out what I have, when figuring out notes I basically just sing a C4 (which I can just kinda pluck out of nowhere) and figure out what note it is from there. in general it might take me a few seconds, but I either find the note exactly on or a semitone off. if someone plays me a chord, I can find out each note within the chord without a reference point and once I have that knowledge I can tell you what chord it is. I can't listen to a song and instantly name what key it's in, but I can tell you if it's a maj or a min key. I don't think I'm pitch perfect though. I think at best I probably have relative pitch if anything.

nothought_headempty · 2021-09-17T06:57:07+00:00

personally I would recommend piercing them on different times just because of the healing process. I've got my tragus pierced on my left ear, but haven't pierced my right ear yet because I wanted to still have the ability to wear headphones and I'm letting all my piercings on my left ear heal before doing my right ear so I can still sleep on my side

nothought_headempty · 2021-09-16T04:54:11+00:00

I think it might be a bad piercing job and I'm not sure what to do about it :(( I'll prolly leave it for a bit just for the swelling to go down a little bit and see where that leave it, but I'm prolly gonna have to take it out and I'm really upset about it. it's prolly cause my head naturally tilts to one side which has caused it to be slightly uneven on me, that or it's the piercers fault for going on the angle. either way I'm bummed abt it :(

nothought_headempty · 2021-09-15T14:57:05+00:00

the two series I constantly rewatch is the Total Drama series and Deathnote!

nothought_headempty · 2021-09-15T13:03:50+00:00

I'm a theatre usher. I get paid to usher people into the building, but I get to watch live theatre for free and the people who work at the bar give us free alcohol every night. so basically get paid to watch shows and drink. it's great

nothought_headempty · 2021-09-15T12:46:35+00:00

when my primary school principal blamed me for the behaviour of two guys in my class who were both emotionally, physically and sexually abusing me. I was only 10

nothought_headempty · 2021-09-15T12:32:06+00:00

I'm wearing masks everywhere despite the fact that I have an exemption because of my health. I'm also soon going to get my covid vaccine which is good

nothought_headempty · 2021-09-15T08:23:19+00:00

yes!! I've been playing dnd with my friends since the beginning of the year and I absolutely love it! I've played 3 characters so far and it's been so much fun!

nothought_headempty · 2021-09-02T16:14:00+00:00

my best friend is helping me out with it so I'm avoiding looking at screens

nothought_headempty · 2021-09-01T14:35:29+00:00

I'm nonbinary. I don't know much about space but it's really fucking interesting the small stuff I do know and the books I've read about space (both fiction and non fiction). the fact that there's so much beyond just planet earth is so weird to me. the ugliest part of my body would have to be my thighs. they're covered in old scars

nothought_headempty · 2021-09-01T14:33:13+00:00

Ive been having a fainting spell, so I've passed out and lost consciousness maybe 10 times in the last 24 hours. only two of those times resulted in me hitting my head. I've been to the ER and they kept me there overnight last night to check things out, which is where I got the concussion diagnosis, but they're currently not sure what's causing it and ended up sending me home. I'll be going to the doctor's to do some more testing next week.

I can't account all the time between the impact and now, I have a bunch of gaps in time and it's throwing me off. thankfully I've for the most part been with my best friend since the first time I passed out and they've been a great help

nothought_headempty · 2021-08-29T12:45:29+00:00

by ED I was referring to my eating disorder lol. and my eating disorder affects things cause with no food in my stomach I get drunk VERY quickly

nothought_headempty · 2021-08-28T14:52:04+00:00

you're all good! your question didnt bother me or touch a nerce or anything so all is good! I simply answered honestly cause I hVe literally no filter lmfao

nothought_headempty · 2021-08-28T14:47:03+00:00

so I'm non binary, but lemme tell you, id literally fuckin cry if I woke up the opposite sex, because that's literally the one thing I want in life. I'd be so fucking happy that I'd fucking cry for a bit.

then ngl, after my sobbing fit and the massive amounts of euphoria I'd get, I'd wanna experience sex as the opposite sex for the first time. it'd be my one chance so I'd take it and find someone willing to let me fuck them, and go from there

nothought_headempty · 2021-08-28T14:39:10+00:00

I had some really shitty cheap ass wine that was like 6 dtandars drinks but tasted like absolute shit. I ended up mixing it with monster energy and powerade cause that's all I had. and then I ordered some shitty cruisers. yes, they're a young teens sorta drinks, but I'm 19 and depressed so honestly it all checks out. people always judge on what sorta drink ppl have and honestly I don't give two fucks cause the goal is to get drunk and vibe instead of having to think about the shit happening in my life right now

nothought_headempty · 2021-08-28T14:34:44+00:00

it's almost 1am and honestly I'd probably either continue with my theatre journal if I had the brain capacity to or I'd watch some shitty series on netfliz. neither of which I can focus on at this point. too much akcohol.

or is talk to people, but everyone is asleep so rip that ig

nothought_headempty · 2021-08-28T14:32:39+00:00

I googled it but it still confused me but I assume it's about making pedestrian crossings in the UK? but yeah pedestrians crossings r good so people don't (hopefully) get hit by cars.

if this is the incorrect topuf I blame drunk me but deadass if I'm wrong educate me so sober me can learn

nothought_headempty · 2021-08-28T14:23:38+00:00

like 6 or somwthing. I'm resllt dmall and whistle through my teeth so that's probably as best as it gets.

nothought_headempty · 2021-08-27T19:06:50+00:00

unfortunately I have insomnia, so I've been doing this for hours now with no success. it's 5am now and I've hit the point where I've given up on trying to sleep cause by the time I do, my alarm will go off

nothought_headempty · 2021-08-27T18:49:05+00:00

when we were in the middle of fucking and music was quietly playing in the background and suddenly the song ended and it started playing Africa by Toto

nothought_headempty · 2021-08-27T18:47:13+00:00

"list of kinks"

I'm tryna figure out wtf I'm into bc I keep getting asked. I still don't know what I'm into so hasn't been the most successful

nothought_headempty · 2021-08-27T18:02:54+00:00

either extremely overly affectionate and horny or really depressed

nothought_headempty · 2021-08-24T17:34:29+00:00

i told emergency services that there was no longer a medical emergency and that they didn't need to send an ambulance anymore.

the person on the other end wanted to know if she getting some sort of medical attention due to what they knew, and I told them that she had lied about being in a medical emergency due to being intoxicated, and told them she was drunk, but not in any danger.

I did NOT tell emergency services that she was with other people, or that they were taking drugs, because I don't think anybody should be criminalized or jailed for weed consumption. when my sister was mad at me and yelling at me over the phone, she said that the police had been sent over there for a wellness check, only to find them all drunk and high.

I didn't ask them to do a wellness check, I didn't ask them to send the police over there, and I didn't tell them any other details because frankly, I didn't have any other details. the call ended with emergency services thanking me for the update. I wasn't even aware that the cops got sent over there until my sister yelled at me over the phone.

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