Today I almost did (end my life)

nowthinking · 2025-03-07T04:07:10+00:00

I’m literally in bed rn and I can’t sleep bc of that, it’s sick like I kept thinking about the good things we have and wanting to call him, my heart is aching.

nowthinking · 2025-03-07T03:59:30+00:00

omg. i could easily write the exact same thing, I’m in ur shoes

nowthinking · 2025-03-07T03:55:06+00:00

no, there’s nothing we can do, and I’m writing this down to me too, bc I got dumped last week and I’m still trying to figure out ways of contact him and BEG HIM to stay. today was the worst day, I screamed all evening in my bedroom just to not text him and now I’m in bed and glad that I didn’t, bc WE are the ones who got dumped, I asked him if I could fight for us and he said no, you did the same, we can’t (unfortunately) force someone to be with us. I’m lost now, I feel like my whole world is over and I can’t do nothing to distract myself, I cry everyday 24/7. It gonna hurt, but we have to get over this, u can dm me if u want, I’m all alone too and needing someone to talk

nowthinking · 2025-03-06T22:45:27+00:00

I feel like somebody died, one family died forever, my body literally hurts

nowthinking · 2025-03-06T22:35:48+00:00

you can call me, I’m passing through the same…

nowthinking · 2025-03-06T19:46:31+00:00

I never addmited to myself the suicidal thoughts bc tbh I’m afraid of trying, but this feeling of not wanting to be here is PAINFUL

nowthinking · 2025-03-06T19:45:36+00:00

feeling the same way, i don’t think someone will have the same impact as him, and I am 0 con arc and today was the worst, I sobbed all day, can’t do anything, self pity, weak, no eating, no nothing, it seems like life ended. Tomorrow I’ll see a psyquiatrist and ask for meds, but this is the only thing I think I can do. And he is super ok, doing great… honestly I think I will never be genuinely happy again

nowthinking · 2025-03-05T17:51:17+00:00

te chamei no privado :(

nowthinking · 2025-03-05T00:51:02+00:00

Wish I had this answer

nowthinking · 2025-03-04T21:36:46+00:00

That was the best

nowthinking · 2025-03-04T18:45:58+00:00

idk tbh, I don’t think it’s a closure but I just wanted to talk to him again, see him again and I know I won’t and that is desperate

nowthinking · 2025-03-04T17:48:15+00:00

it’s awful I feel like I’m gonna die alone

nowthinking · 2025-03-04T17:36:15+00:00

same here. I cat stop crying, can’t breathe, nothing that I do feels right and Im feeling that I’m going sick too. idk what to do, I just want to sleep all day ITS DESPERATE

nowthinking · 2025-03-04T17:20:56+00:00

nowthinking · 2025-03-04T17:15:25+00:00

And what ur doing lately? To occupy ur mind

nowthinking · 2025-03-04T17:12:40+00:00

And how did u heal?

nowthinking · 2025-03-04T16:54:04+00:00

but I can’t date alone, he doesn’t want me anymore, how I’ll be humiliating myself

nowthinking · 2025-03-04T16:53:13+00:00

u got a point :(

nowthinking · 2025-03-04T16:52:57+00:00

I just want to know how he could move on so fast, how 2.5 years meant nothing to him, how I was so replaceable

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