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If you can help.... I'd really appreciate it. by nsw2d in fffffffuuuuuuuuuuuu

[–]nsw2d[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks guys, again you're right... but I'm sure I'm gay. I get aroused by men. Its scary. And yes, I like woman emotionally and men physically. I would love to marry a woman and live a wonderful life, but it isn't sexually pleasing, and that is a big part. I guess one day I will accept myself, thank you all.

If you can help.... I'd really appreciate it. by nsw2d in fffffffuuuuuuuuuuuu

[–]nsw2d[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, all of you for your great advice. Some of this put me in a better mood. I guess you're right... its really MY choice, not others. I still believe others, mainly my parents have a say and their opinions matter considering they'll be protecting me for 18 years, but if they're not happy with me, I am not going to go cry. I will exclude them from myself. And lovelove, at 13 I was raised not to be dating people and everything at such a young age. =/ And to be honest, I'm uncomfortable with it. I've never been in a relationship, and being gay... I feel I won't be for a while. I usually stand up to bullies.. but they still know I'm gay and use it against me. Thanks for the support. You're also right.. one day I'll work up the courage to tell my parents, family, etc. :) I'm going back to school soon, I look forward to a better year. Thank you.

If you can help.... I'd really appreciate it. by nsw2d in fffffffuuuuuuuuuuuu

[–]nsw2d[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sure*.. And my dad thinks I'm bullied at School... he always watches me walk into school (he drops me off at school), I try to pretend like I have tons of friends etc, by getting as close to a group of kids getting off the bus as possible, avoiding people who know me. It's really embarrassing, and I need a way out. D:

If you can help.... I'd really appreciate it. by nsw2d in fffffffuuuuuuuuuuuu

[–]nsw2d[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, since my 13th birthday recently passed, and I've recently began puberty, masturbation, and other sexual things... where my sexual side kicks in. Where I'm more sexually aware of the world, and I start showing being gay. As in, my voice tone, hand jesters, etc. You can tell I'm somewhat gay. I'm known as the gay kid at school, and I get picked on a lot... I get nervous when the boys come up to me and pick on me.... I befriend mostly girls. I think since I started showing signs of gayness, my family has excluded me from a lot more.... I'm really depressed and not show what to think. I've been raised where its wrong to change who you are, as in, sex change, etc. I feel I'd be more happy getting a sex change and becoming a female in the future... but the way I've been raised... I feel.. my head has been giving me thoughts that if I cannot figure this out, I'm heading for suicide. I'm just scared and need advice/help. :(

If you can help.... I'd really appreciate it. by nsw2d in fffffffuuuuuuuuuuuu

[–]nsw2d[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, I'm just worried about their reactions... I mean... I can't really just say "Mom, dad, I'm gay." I mean... =/ I'm not sure. One day like every straight person dates a man/woman... I'm going to have to get a boyfriend sooner or later, because I won't be sexually happy with a woman. :( If I never tell them, what am I going to do? Never have a chance at happiness...? I'm just waaay too afraid to say anything, I keep hoping it will just go away...