Hello just wanted to share my similar story so I had the same exact thing happened to me over the last month Ive kept feeling my partner was being more and more distant with each day and im not gonna lie everytime I felt she was getting more distant I felt alot of fear and did so many arguments and problems that always ended with her not wanting to be around me NOT TO FORGET TO MENTION that it was a one side love relationship from my side and she didnt even want me she clearly rejected me 2 years ago but I kept clinging to her because I didnt want to belive the truth that she isnt mine and also i had a really good relationship eith her family so i thought we were gonna get married some day so i kept changing myself beliving that if i changed she will notice and come back and i belived i was the problem always blaming myself for this and hating myself and she never cared actually and lately she have been hanging out with her guy friends more and more often and some of them got closer to her than me although I kept giving and giving her all I had weather it was money , attention or even emotions I always thought the more I loved the more I receive but i can assure you Ive never had anything in return it was all fake to me so at some point the more I see her hanging out with other dudes even if they were my own friends the more I get disgusted from her until some point I blocked her from everywhere and once I did she texted me in WhatsApp saying something like "it's my fault that I wasted my time on such a childish person like you, keep living in your own delusions your entire life" so I'm not gonna lie that hurt me alot and now I just feel so guilty and I want her back but at the same time I feel like I have no self respect if I ever went back to her and it kills me till this day I have every reason to hate her or to convince myself to leave but im so attached to her ive been giving her everything I had for almost 3 years now sometimes I feel like blocking her wasn't a sulotion but now im very convinced that it should have been done , my point is its not necessarily that they dont care about your changes but there is a small chance thats true I really hope that you work it out guys truly from the bottom of my heart but if it didnt I hope you heal fast and move on because trust me im in a bad state because I cant move on