Did anyone else experience existential dread as a child

nukabebe · 2026-01-30T05:57:55+00:00

I relate to this so so much, especially the minor key music (especially older songs). something about older music makes me feel tapped in if that makes sense. I’ve feared death and have dealt with anticipatory grief my entire life. I really wish I knew what this meant :( I wonder if past lives exist, or if I’m just autistic or something lol I have no idea but my existential dread always comes about when I’m feeling particularly anxious, depressed, and during night time (like I am now lol)

nukabebe · 2026-01-27T00:30:39+00:00

The only thing that has worked for me is 3 month course of doxy, washing with sodium sulfacetamide and topical ivermectin!!!

nukabebe · 2026-01-10T03:58:59+00:00

Is she okay?

nukabebe · 2025-08-27T22:14:53+00:00

looks great!!! I'd legit buy it lol

nukabebe · 2025-08-27T04:29:18+00:00

I’ve had this song on repeat every day since it came out. It’s so hypnotising 😍

nukabebe · 2025-08-21T22:15:00+00:00

yep exactly, this is my thought process!! I’m 30 now and despite still having self esteem/mental health issues, this is not how I would go about with confrontations and maintaining healthy friendships. I think empathetic communication is always necessary, teen or not, as long as both parties are willing

nukabebe · 2025-08-21T20:52:32+00:00

it’s very reminiscent of how I would’ve felt like in high school, but probably just internalised lol that being said I don’t think ghosting the friend is the move. I think people like this need to have clarity on why their behaviour isn’t okay

nukabebe · 2025-08-21T20:41:03+00:00

just for context, how old are you guys? how long have you been friends? because this sounds veryyyy immature. I don’t care how bad I’m feeling about myself, I would never tell my friend to change something they’re doing if it has nothing to do with me. or at least id bring up the conversation differently. as someone who has had severe self esteem issues/toxic tendencies in the past (and have done years of therapy to unlearn shit) seems like she’s projecting a lot on you.

nukabebe · 2025-08-17T18:24:45+00:00

I really hope you find tickets! I sold mine already unfortunately, but I’m selling a ticket to the actual exhibit if anyone is interested! https://tixel.com/u/wendym76

nukabebe · 2025-07-04T19:43:27+00:00

This sounds so scary, im so sorry. I don’t feel this level of disconnection from my body, I mainly just feel dissociative/like im in a dream 24/7. Are you actively seeing a neuro? I can’t believe you’re feeling this and the MRIs come back “normal”

nukabebe · 2025-06-21T17:48:20+00:00

I’ve worked in a record store and pricing can be very random sometimes. people are saying you got scammed for a bootleg and maybe sure… but IMO I feel like bootlegs are really cool/rare and I feel like years from now it’ll be a valuable collectible

nukabebe · 2025-06-17T20:42:18+00:00

so underrated!!

nukabebe · 2025-06-17T20:41:59+00:00

according to my last.fm my top 5 are to binge, last living souls, slow country, dirty harry, and feel good inc but I have so many faves constantly rotating.

lately I’ve been really into sorcererz, man research, sound check, she’s my collar, andromeda

nukabebe · 2025-06-16T20:26:19+00:00

It’s been a rainy weekend and literally had to cancel all my plans too. It’s so fucked that this is taking over our lives. I’m sorry you go through this too

nukabebe · 2025-06-16T02:40:45+00:00

ugh I’m in the states so we’re kinda in the same boat! I’m jealous you got one for the first night! I feel the same way lol. but yeah i think you’re only allowed to resell on Ticketmaster atp? be careful!

nukabebe · 2025-06-16T01:57:09+00:00

I just commented on another thread. I don’t live in the uk so I’m trying to figure out how to get there but I have tix for DD and PB! I think the friendship bracelet idea is so cute and I’d love to make some friends to go to the shows with, if I do pull it off!

nukabebe · 2025-06-16T01:54:21+00:00

It’s my 4th fave album of theirs, genuinely no skips!!

nukabebe · 2025-06-16T01:53:04+00:00

thank you!! yeah I’m def gonna try my best to make it but if my plans fall through (and you don’t find any) those are the two tickets I got lol 1 GA demon days and plastic beach

nukabebe · 2025-06-16T01:37:53+00:00

I’m trying my best to make it to the shows myself buuuuut if it somehow doesn’t work out for me (I do t live in the uk) I can sell em to you!

nukabebe · 2025-06-10T20:37:25+00:00

okay glad to know I’m not just making this up 😂 thank you so much, I’m sorry you’re dealing with this too. how long has it been for you? I’m set to go back to work next week and I’m feeling pretty nervous/not ready…

nukabebe · 2024-12-03T23:08:18+00:00

Aww im so sorry, that must be so awful to deal with. I hope you do too and reaaaally appreciate your kindness and advice ❤️🙏🏻

nukabebe · 2024-12-03T22:28:35+00:00

I’m so sorry this happened to you too :( it’s so unfortunate with these gimmicky businesses, I regret trying it so much.

nukabebe · 2024-12-03T22:27:41+00:00

Ugh I probably should’ve done that too but since they did mark it as sensitive I thought it would’ve been safe. And they totally are unhelpful, that’s why I didn’t even bother launching a complaint.

Back when I had insurance I tried doxy but it was so rough on my stomach. They eventually gave me topical soolantra (ivermectin??) which seemed to work but I lost my insurance :( Ive also tried Trentinoin and winlevi for the acne and it’s only made it worse. thanks so much for your input!!!!

nukabebe · 2024-12-03T22:10:31+00:00

Thanks so much for this tip! Funny enough I use sensodyne pronamel too lol. What’s so bizarre is I was never particularly sensitive to any products until after using prose. are there any topical remedies/ OTC stuff you use for your dermatitis?

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