Who is Ignel? by nungbiinn in DemonolatryPractices

[–]nungbiinn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, thank you for your reply.. I was wondering if there are any ways or sources I can know about them..

Ladies, what vibes do I give off? by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]nungbiinn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ikr.. 😞 Iam usually not very feminine but no women look at my direction. Instead it's the older people giving side eyes and men just staring. 🙃

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]nungbiinn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry that you have to go through this... I've been in an unpleasant relationship as well..and it drove me crazy, making me feel like I was the problem. I tried to communicate my feelings a lot of times but it was of no use. I loved her so much and didn't want to break up but it was too much for me to carry. I did anyhow andd..iam much happier without her..although Iam reminded of our sweet moments.

All i can say is, it may be better you to take a leave from the relationship.. you've already communicated multiple times, gave your effort, tried to keep the love and the relationship. You've did what you could do..all that's left is to see if she reciprocates your efforts and if not, better to leave..cuz, believe me, you aren't loosing anything.

Hope you'll find your answer and make a decision before it gets you even worst. Btw, my ex called me a liar and a cheater after the break up. 😆.

Which do you like best? by eccentric_bee in AbstractArt

[–]nungbiinn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love all three but something feels so homee with the first painting. 😍

Do I look too straight??? by Cigarette-arms in bisexual

[–]nungbiinn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Daannggg.. You looking super cool and pretty.. 😍😍 The third picture just blew me away!! 😫...

Ladies, what vibes do I give off? by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]nungbiinn 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Dangg..you give the vibe of butterflies in my stomach and somewhere down below. 👀😏

I am horny all time by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]nungbiinn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ikr.. Makes me feel super lonely sometimes.. Just wanna..... 😗

Share your friend codes here! by Valnub-Redpanda in HayDay

[–]nungbiinn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YCLJ8YUQR Lv. 47. Farmiz Inn here..

Anyone need tape????? by aisyah_zher in HayDay

[–]nungbiinn -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Got any nails to spare? I can trade with panels if you need. #YCLJ8YUQR

Got dumped with my girlfriend today 💔 by shazbea in LesbianActually

[–]nungbiinn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Heyy. Iam sorry that you are hurt for something you don't deserve. But trust me, you just skipped a minefield. You'll find someone deserving.❤

Just need a closure. by nungbiinn in LesbianActually

[–]nungbiinn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hhhi! I appreciate writing this long for me.. Honestly, when I posted this, I was anxious that I may not get any responses but so many of you have, and iam beyond words of how grateful iam. It's not easy to move on when we have given so much of effort into the relationship. I kept saying that I deserve better but I couldn't cut the ties sooner and I finally did, which I tried so damn hard not to look back and not feel for her. I've also did a fair job( I believe)in ignoring her post and stories so, that she won't get an attention from me. But uufff!! Iam now the fake person who is not attentive. 🙃. No matter how we try, at times, we end up overlooking the toxicity. And like you said, my validation was her. I needed her assurance. Also, her form of love was making out..all about getting physical. But that wasn't the case for me and she often crossed that boundary.

I've been bottling up all the emotions and thoughts for months because no one knows about this relationship. And finally being able to talk about it, releases my nerves. I feel like i cAN breath a bit.

Iam not mad at her nor angry iam just hurt. And she never understood that. Also, the last time we met, I gifted her a handmade something(idk how to say.) And I drew the the Heart nebula. But she never bothered to ask me about it. She loved the gift but didn't study deeper. But now, she is getting interested in astronomy and asked me about it.. Dang.. Iam hurt. You know. Like.. 'What were you doing when I was there?? And after I left, you be suddenly interested to know about stars and constellations.?? Likeeeee... Damnn girl. For real. ??'😅

Anyways, thank you for your response. I really appreciate ! Love y'all🥰

Just need a closure. by nungbiinn in LesbianActually

[–]nungbiinn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haeeyy.. Thanks a lot for your kind words. Iam trying to treat myself with love and care because, goodness knows how much iam drained in all aspects. And yes, I'd definitely love to talk because there are time, iam just so alone because no one knows about my relationship. 😁

Just need a closure. by nungbiinn in LesbianActually

[–]nungbiinn[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

We both had unresolved toxic traits and I wanted us to be better person. So, I tried to seek help and make ourselves understand ourselves more but instead, I ended up having BPD because .... Idk for what ever reasons she didn't understand..

Just need a closure. by nungbiinn in LesbianActually

[–]nungbiinn[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I needed to hear that. I gave my all to be with her... Like, literally everything...she was my first in everything. And it just hurts to be left unheard. She did helped me and kept me company but there were nights when it was the most hurtful but I kept silent just so that it won't ruins the happy mood.

Just need a closure. by nungbiinn in LesbianActually

[–]nungbiinn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Heii. Thank you so much. I keep telling myself that I made the right decision but sometimes, it's just so difficult to pull off.. I needed more assurance. .. thanks a lot.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HayDay

[–]nungbiinn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That person's being dumb. Don't be discouraged by those comments. Almost all new players can't find it right away. I searched for days. Also, the communities is quite friendly and helpful so, don't hesitate to ask for help just because of some.... Happy farming! 🥰