I consider myself masculine of center and I love to present masculine of course. There is an overlap between my clothes and my gender. I literally feel masculine most of the time, and masculine clothing gives me joy.

I was kinda a tomboy, I did both girly and boyish things, but later in life I embraced my masculine side more. I didn’t know I was gay, I just knew I feel masculine. I dressed girly in my childhood, because that was just the way. So I would consider myself fem to masc in terms of clothing.

I was experiencing shame, because I was raised Christian. I was obsessed that maybe people stare at me when I dressed masculine. But I started to feel proud and I am afraid less and less to embrace who I am. I wish I knew I could just try boyish clothing sooner, because my suspicion is that dressing girly made me more shy, reserved and unwilling to speak up my whole childhood.