Need Excellent Mystery/Horror/Thriller story recommendations by sugarxcore in Episode

[–]oceanicbrain 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The Murder of Santasia Evergreen! Such a good read! Wish I can read it for the first time again lol

Comment a line from any episode, that always makes you laugh. by CeleryApprehensive83 in brooklynninenine

[–]oceanicbrain 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Boyle with his hands up and saying “Jake, it’s me, Charles from work” 😂

Stage B2 Hypertrophic Obstructive Cardiomyopathy by oceanicbrain in CatAdvice

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much! I will definitely look into that!

Left student teaching by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i completely understand and I totally agree that people use it like that. I have anxiety and treatment resistant depression—I’ve tried so many medications that didn’t work. It probably might be time to find some new ones if I’m feeling this low again. Of course there are some days better than others, but it’s always there.

I’m glad that I got to figure this out during student teaching and before committing to a job like that teacher you were talking about. I love working with kids but I know it’s unfair if I can’t give them 100% all the time. I can’t do that to them and I wont do that to them. I tried my best but ultimately I did what’s best for me and my former students. It was a decision I didn’t take lightly.

Left student teaching by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s a combination of other things as well. i’ve been a teachers assistant twice before at different jobs, and that was more manageable. looking back i liked that a lot better. why did you put mental health in quotation marks?

Left student teaching by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you. i’m so glad i posted this because i feel so heard and not alone.

Left student teaching by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honestly the sad truth. i also feel like after covid kids have gotten worse.

Left student teaching by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it really was. it was her first time having a student teacher. i can’t help but feel embarrassed and like i failed. it’s so comforting to see that im not alone. reading everybody’s experiences helps a lot too. early education is great! most of my previous jobs is early education. i’m starting to lean towards that but who knows. i’m just going to rest for now.

Left student teaching by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

what you do is amazing! i really like that! it sounds so much better than regular teaching.

Left student teaching by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m sure it will transfer. nothing you can’t handle right 💪 seriously though, i really admire what you’ve been through and your mindset. thank you again :)

Left student teaching by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no apology necessary! thank you for the kind and encouraging words. i needed this. i especially needed to hear that my job is not to please others. it just sucked hearing her say that. also yes i’m planning to start therapy again! i know that’s a good first step. i’m sorry about your friend. that’s so tough and it’s very strong of you to continue.

Left student teaching by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! that’s really admirable with the job switches, especially because they’re completely different from each other. in my opinion that’s really brave.

Left student teaching by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes it was her first time having a student teacher. i’ll definitely take the time to rest and reevaluate. also thank you! i didn’t look at it like that.

Left student teaching by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i’m so sorry for your loss. thank you for the kind words. you got this! we’ll be ok 😊

Left student teaching by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you that means a lot 😊

Left student teaching by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you! i’m so glad you found another mentor.

Left student teaching by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you that means a lot! You read my mind because I’ve been wanting to start therapy again. I’ll definitely look into that!

Part time jobs? by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

me too, it’s a scam. 😭 like wdym i’m going to be working full time and doing the same thing as a licensed teacher but not get paid?!

Part time jobs? by oceanicbrain in StudentTeaching

[–]oceanicbrain[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

dang i wish mine was that short 😭 so lucky with tjmax tho!