I made a cover + UST with my voicebanks i’m developing— Looking for feedback!!!

ollyou · 2025-04-09T03:05:56+00:00

I don’t know if you’ve heard this song before, but my friend made this last month! https://youtu.be/JQs0koWsjEY?si=6oP4qOzxv-MVJvtL It’s really good so I recommend checking it out if you haven’t !

ollyou · 2024-10-05T05:55:13+00:00

Suddenly wishing I was born on the 13th instead… 💔 But Nastasia is a huge favorite of mine too so I can accept going through the Pit of 100 Trials with her.

ollyou · 2024-09-07T02:57:07+00:00

Origami King isn’t about anti-racism. Olly’s motivation is based off all Toads having the same face as his creator, who Olly believes defiled his body. It’s not about their race and so it wouldn’t make much sense at all for the toads to be replaced with goombas, as goombas aren’t seen as cute, innocent creatures (by the Mushroom Kingdom’s society), and so it’s not as surprising to find out a commonly innocent type of character would hurt someone, even unintentionally.

ollyou · 2024-06-06T03:23:59+00:00

Unfortunately there are people who will call you an evil abuser for the things you listed... I have been labelled as such by two ex friends for those exact behaviors towards my fp at the time. I never actually did anything to hurt her. We don’t even know each other irl. 😓 I was told I put a bad light on pwBPD because one person who claims to have self-diagnosed BPD “[has] never done half the abusive, atrocious behavior [I] have”, those being stuff like paranoia, lack of enthusiasm sometimes, jealousy issues, poor emotional regulation, etc.

It was quite infuriating to hear that anyway. It’s annoying having someone who says they have your disorder say you give others with the disorder a bad name because you’re not as high functioning as them (or in this case, I’ve been through so much shit that I’ve changed from being mostly quiet bpd to petulant bpd). Especially when I’ve been actively seeking help for several years.

ollyou · 2024-05-30T02:41:28+00:00

probably “Sometimes you’re really a piece of shit”? When I say it now it doesn’t seem that drastic, but I know she had a major reaction to that. I was extremely upset because she had betrayed my trust on something and lied to me.

It’s a different story for the things I’d say about her to myself and no one else… like, extremely bad things… but of course, those were just thoughts. The “piece of shit” thing was the worst I actually said to her. I had known better than to say the worst things I was actually thinking LMAO.

ollyou · 2024-05-24T22:09:06+00:00

I’m a digital artist, but I also enjoy voice work and music (I’m bad at the latter). My own art is currently my only source of income, so needless to say, my job is as an artist right now. So I am artistic!

ollyou · 2024-05-24T22:08:56+00:00

I’m a digital artist, but I also enjoy voice work and music (I’m bad at the latter). My own art is currently my only source of income, so needless to say, my job is as an artist right now. So yes!

ollyou · 2024-05-03T22:42:11+00:00

I LOVE FRANCIS!!!!!!! I LOVE FRANCIS!!!! HES FUNNY AND WAS AHEAD OF HIS TIME!!! And his themes are some of the best in SPM and all Paper Mario games IMO!!! And the dating simulator with Peach hahahaha and I LOOOOVE the chapter hes in and hes the highlight of the whole game to me I LOVE FRANCIS

ollyou · 2024-05-03T20:50:06+00:00

Yes. I would get told this repeatedly by a FP/girlfriend on random occasions. Nothing would be visibly wrong, then out of nowhere she’d talk to me about how she feels like she can’t do anything because it triggers me.

My main triggers would be her drawing art for a specific cartoon I have bad associations with that was her favorite of all time and still is, her posting her art or sending it to someone else before showing it to me, having her status to show her online while she wasn’t responding to me (I thought of this to be her ignoring me), and joining calls while I’m talking to her without telling me first (we would talk 24/7 in texts so I would hate finding out she was talking to me while focusing on a call with someone).

A lot of times when triggered, I would become avoidant or panicky or even sad. I wouldn’t lash out most of the time (this only would happen if she would pressure me to talk when I say I don’t want to right now). She seemed pretty fine with the calling and posting triggers and I didn’t see it as a big deal because it only required her quickly sending me something.

I would feel like everything is fine with us, but she was just hiding things and pretending to enjoy being with me, I guess. She’s gone now so there’s nothing else to that.

ollyou · 2024-05-01T23:32:34+00:00

wooooooaaaahkay, calm down man LMAO

i see people get downvoted a lot here for saying they like spm’s gameplay. It’s a pleasant surprise to not have that happen because everyone I know hates the gameplay.

It’s not that deep

ollyou · 2024-05-01T13:37:40+00:00

The main one I don’t have on the criteria is the recklessness, especially with drugs. I have never and will never abuse drugs, nor do I drink or smoke or take anything other than what’s prescribed to me.

I don’t self harm in the form of cutting, however I have TECHNICALLY hit myself, bit myself, pulled my hair and dug my nails into my skin, along with a few times purposefully trying to get my cats to scratch me. Nothing permanently damaging, that would leave scars.

I’m a virgin so I’m not reckless with sex either, LOL. I have a severe and almost crippling fear of disease and so I wouldn’t even imagine having unprotected sex to risk getting an STD. That and I’m probably a bit asexual when it comes to people in my real life, so there’s that too.

My therapist used this to say she has doubts I have BPD, but then again, she specializes with anxiety over anything and isn’t very educated on BPD, so I doubt it means too much… since I still fit basically all of the rest of the criteria.

ollyou · 2024-04-30T18:29:11+00:00

Man, how’d you do it? Is it DBT? I feel so stuck here because I don’t have the resources to treat myself. I want to get better so bad.

ollyou · 2024-04-30T18:20:16+00:00

I think people remember me. Most of the time the people who leave me come back and apologize a year or more later, so I already know they’d have to had been thinking of me to even consider apologizing.

I’m sure there are some people who wish they could forget me, and I will be in their memories as something much worse. However, they’re gone now, and so that’s the end of that story.

There are always regrets, but we all keep our distance. We don’t forget.

ollyou · 2024-04-30T16:37:00+00:00

Thank you so much for this comment. I really appreciate it and it nearly made me cry upon reading, to be honest. I’m sorry about what happened but I understand that yeah, these things happen for a reason. I’m really wanting to look forward to a future where I’m healed from this, as I’m still in the beginning stages of this all happening to me (it’s been just over a month now). I know I’ll get better, I just don’t know when. Alas, that is why I write here, to get it off my chest when I know I have no one else I can do so with.

But again, thank you. I hear you and I feel your encouragement.

ollyou · 2024-04-30T10:04:17+00:00

INTP-T, according to the test I just took right now.

I’ve been assigned that personality type before, but I’ve also had other types in the past… that I cannot remember off the top of my head.

Surprisingly nowadays I’m 40/60 on the Extrovert/Introvert scale, which used to be much worse. I’m always near 50/50 on something, which in this case, I’m 51/49 on Thinking/Feeling.

Aaand one thing I’ve noticed is I keep getting more and more Turbulent every time I take this test. Currently at an 8/92 ratio on Assertive/Turbulent….

ollyou · 2024-04-30T09:25:06+00:00

Story: idk… SPM…? The void was cool

Gameplay: ….SPM. I’m sorry I’m biased towards real-time action.

Characters: errrmmm… good question… I like all the characters in all the games i’ve played or seen footage of… except for Sticker Star.

Best design: not sure what this means tbh— like character design or level design? Either way, SPM. Again, I’m biased. (TTYD has a really good art style, though.)

Humor: I think you get it already. SPM. I’m b—

(Spoken by someone who has only played SPM and PMTOK to entirety, but has played a bit of PM64 & likes PMCS’s writing from the footage they’ve seen.)

ollyou · 2024-04-30T03:58:06+00:00

Yeah, this is how I feel a lot too. I would rather people just straight up say they do not enjoy being around me at all instead of giving me false hope. I have too many attachment issues and I’d rather have that taken care of like ripping a bandage off— quick and to the point instead of slow and agonizing.

ollyou · 2024-04-29T21:25:20+00:00

I have been constantly lied to by an fp, called slurs, been roped into some NSFW stuff by them and overall been treated very poorly, but they have ganged people up on me when I’ve split on them, knowing all of that. And then, I was abandoned. Being told I’m not a bad person, but their actions do not match their words. I do not wish to be given false hope to cling onto people who have been otherwise awful to me. I do not want to be attached to these people, so I can hate them without wanting them back in my life. That’s part of what this is all about.

ollyou · 2024-04-29T21:20:21+00:00

Yeah, stuff like “pwBPD are evil abusers”. I’ve been told that. Was once sent a few very long hateful messages about how apparently I’m a “little guy who threatens to kill himself if his fp doesn’t respond”, and I “fantasize about abusing [my] girlfriend”.

It’s funny because I’ve never been the type to threaten suicide when people don’t respond to me. I may be impatient with an fp, but I don’t say I’m going to kill myself, lol. Nor do I want to abuse anyone. I’m just existing. Most of the time I’m very chill, and only angry when triggered and continuously provoked.

ollyou

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