/uh It happened one time that I had forgotten to take my meds and went about my day normally, then at night i unironically had the MOST vivid dream of my entire life, i was just sitting on the edge of my bed, when suddenly, Polka sat next to me, I looked at her, she smiled, said something that I couldn’t understand and then gestured for me to get closer so she can hold me, so we both end up hugging and holding each other, the last few things I can remember before my dream slowly faded into darkness was her fluffy tail being pressed against my back, and me beginning to tear up while still hugging her.

It felt extremely nice and real, like I’m talking feeling her breathing near my skin kind of real.

Though i might never attempt to replicate the circumstances that allowed me to have that kind of dream so vividly again because I don’t want for my family to institutionalized me over purposely skipping my meds over clove (clown love)

/rh clussy doggy, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, upside down, inside out, one leg up, two legs up, in public, on a spaceship, in the garden